i spy a butterfly that flutters in my belly
my bones move
like jelly as he walks my way
it was a warm afternoon on a summer day
as the sun peaked through the
red maple tree
and my brown hair
giving off a red streak
there i stood in his shadow
i am the light behind him
so
the darkness could not follow
i spy a beautiful soul that settles in the shell
of a beautiful brown man
i spy i broken heart in poor repair
in need of a fix his mama was fiening for
pernicious monomania
was in her agenda
she binged on abuse which made him a factor of this matter
neglect is what he knows
since he neglects thy self
causing him to neglect everything else
like forgetting to water sunflowers
but since
I am sunkissed
he is on the road to recovery and there
I spy
growth
I spy hope
my drug is love
i influence the young and the old
love is what killed Juliet and Romeo but
was
it
in
vain?
i rather die in love
than
live in pain
without
the one i love
i spy love..
so
i spy you