i knew i had a problem when i started to lie
for no reason
attempting to cover up my wrong doings
as if im a child being caught by its parents
i began breaking promises
thats when the lies started to form
i said i'll be different this time
when i was put to the test
nothing changed
so
i had to lie to you
even though i knew the truth would come out sooner than later
things didnt add up
hundereds of dollars missing from my bank account
spent on whatever i could get my hands on
making life a little less tough
they say time flies when you're having fun
little do they know this isn't real fun
i've become oblivious to my own destruction
waking up aching
thinking to myself
what have i become?