Reckless Abandonment

Can we sit on the porch?

can we sit on the porch and listen to the rain?
reminisce on how we fell in love
discuss energy and destiny versus free will again?
debate on what’s fact and fiction 
and who gets to decide
deliberate on who makes the rules 
and whom should abide

or we could just enjoy the breeze 
while tasting the moisture in the air
mixed with our own desires our own needs...
while running our fingers through each other's hair.

we can exercise our minds flirt with a muse
recite freestyle sonnets to one another 
laugh at off the top of the head 
haikus

let’s bring heavenly bodies
into our realm
as we shower within nature's tears 
shed our hu(e)man form
renouncing all sacred text
the pure energy of the universe 
guides us dogmatic ideas? 
we to evolved to entertain any of ...

Now...I don't give a ***!

i need to cum,
really, really bad
let go of the stress
that’s been bearing down
on my ass
can i get some help?
with this acne
that’s taken over my face
got a man but aint had none
in three months
he tells me i’m tripping

hisgone get replaced

when we first started dating
over a year ago
he needed me
three or four times
a week
andthat still wasn’t enough
but then he switched it
and wanted to called it
monogamy

you lost interest in me

and focused on success
left me waiting
for a break in your
schedule
sitting me on a shelf

pulling me down
only when necessary
you ignored my pleas
and my whining
to be touched
you said it’s all about me…

whatever!!!
now
i don’t...

Weezy was right

You scared I’m scared

And this love we trying to build

Ain’t really going

nowhere

I will NOT let my guard

down

You will NOT let me

in

You got constant reminders

Of the many tragic ways love can end

I am frequently reminiscing

of the one God snatched out arms

You’re suffering internally

I’ve grieved enough

You never mended your broken heart

I just parted with the last items of my long deceased love

You didn’t forgive yourself

Perhaps you never accepted your wrongs

Maybe never said you were sorry

Never accepted responsibility for those you hurt

Who wants you more?

Last night I told you I wanted to cum

Now the sun is up

And frankly

I’m on one…

Trying to ignore

The involuntary spasms

Muscles convulsions

And I’m just

laying here

My mind is unfocused

Every time I adjust

This ***ing t- shirt puts me to the test

Caressing my flesh

Making my treasonous wet

Arreola’s swollen

Tender is the only word to describe my breast

They ache for a grab

to be sucked

tugged

bit

You, You need to help me

Cum

I don’t want anyone else

I need to feel you inside my body

Inside my mind

Mingling with my Chi

I surrender all of self

She’s flexing again

Yoni got a mind of her own

Responding I guess…

to my inner moans...

Reckless Abandonment

I'm in love with you

Love

I try to hide it

I'm done with denying it

please know

I

belong

          to

            you

In a state of...Awe

You metamorph my mood

Putting me in a trance

Filling me with your Energy

Sharing with me your

essence, your

brilliance

Surrendering to me the

                                        Spirit

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