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I just want to know
Can I have it back?
And I mean completely back
No half giving, partial keeping, reminiscing with pieces you failed to include
I know you unintentionally accepted it
But without it I feel lost without a clue
I gave it up without precaution thinking the instructions were somewhere hidden
In your labels
Thinking somehow, some way you’d be able
To save me
Love me
Adore and appreciate
Maybe I’m blind, naïve or just plain stupid
To think that way
But one second in your presence left me paralyzed
Mute, Deaf to the outside world
I was stuck in a trance, terrified
Feeling like some love struck girl
You see I knew you’d require patience
And I knew so quickly you couldn’t be mine
But the unintentional string a long
Was what dampened my time
Patience I do have, security what you lack
I’d wait for years if I knew you’d have my back
If I knew your love was just as strong as mines
If your reassurance was just as welcoming as the flow between my thighs
If the passion you have for my wetness was the same as
The giving of your love
If the urgency for our unity could match the urgency of your hugs
The way you long for my body is the same I do for your energy
The constant nightly wake ups of wanting you here with me
The repeatedly voicing of wanting you close has fell upon
Silenced ears I see
Other obligations has waived the importance of what you’ve done to me
In this crazed, confusing world, its only one thing I seem to complain about
I know I’m in a ***ed space but its only one person I seek to help me out
I got this jones in my bones and its making me sick
It’s draining every ounce of simple common sense
I’m a sucker for love, a sucker for you
And I’m starting to see; maybe I don’t have you for a reason
Maybe I’m forcing a fantasy long past its season
Never wanted you to fall deeply and complicate your truth
It’s just I didn’t start this alone
I’m nothing like you
I can’t run away, ignore and distance myself
Wen I know what I started
Cant limit communication, knowing you’re broken hearted
All I ever wanted was for you to assure me you’re here
Even physically when you couldn’t, id serve as your ear
That I’d never be shut out, as much as I let you in
That in the toughest of times,
You could be my friend
50/50, what u ask of me, you’d give it to
Instead it seems as if I lost you
So before you completely fade into your disappearing act
I’d like to ask you again
Can I have my heart back?
At least the fragments of what is left
I truly have no use of it
Id jus prefer to mend it myself
If you could just let go of it
