You're losing your self in the sadness surrounding you but how can you not drown in this cesspool who can make sense of all the suffering children without fathers around also lack mothering all they use their heads for is sewing in hair buying new shoes while their children have only one broken pair these kids learn early that life isn't fair they have seen so much that they have to be in a rush to grow up do whatever they have to do just to survive so many have been snatched and given back by Child Services so many times that they don't even bother to unpack you have to tell the truth even though it may be sad to do children are not born bad experience is what makes one bitter or sweet it depends on what side of the street you come from you can't blame the horse you rode in on you just have to get back in the saddle again no matter how many times life may buck and throw you off