Lost

whirlwind

I just had to tell you that I need you right here

I want to make it crystal clear come please lend me your ear

Sometimes I feel there’s no space, no air

Other times its topsy turvy like a whirlwind in here

I don’t want to see you holding anyone’s hand

On the other hand I just want to smash your face in the sand

Sometimes I feel.. other times I’m just here

I don’t want to tell you I love you anymore

Every time I say it my heart drops to the floor

Sometimes I think if I had no soul

Maybe then I wouldn’t care you shoved my feelings down my throat

I’m going out of my head.. out of my mind

And I just can’t pretend.. can’t rewind

This loves been spinning me around

Been going in circles babe where are we now

Your hearts nowhere to be found

Been searching can’t find it ba...

Lost

Love.. what is it?

The picture is everything but vivid

Blurred lines of where to step

Broken hearted humans left

Disgraced, misplaced all throughout time

Could loving one individual be such a crime?

Is expressing emotions a waste?

Words never having enough paste

to stick inside the mind like grabbing hold of a waist

expressionless faces replace loving embraces

couldn’t even fathom trading places

with someone half as bold

as to leave their heart out in the cold

Therapy

I was sitting here just thinking

About all of the things I’ve been seeing

And wondering if you hear me

The way that you hear your demons

For real I’m screaming for you to give me a reason

To even stay for the season

Despite all these other feelings

I wanna hate you

My bad love I meant not date you

The way I would never play you

can’t say that’s what you relate to

deep in my heart I wont lie you are still a part

no matter how hard we fight

don’t want to see you go far away

I'm in a daze, cause baby I feel the pain

If you could feel a fraction tell me

Would you still remain

The years I gave

Tears silently wiped away

All cause I don’t want you thinking you got the best of me

That’s just my pride

Wont show my heart surely hide