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Living this way is not for me.
I can't keep living a life where violence in the key.
I bow my head as I stand on one knee.
Pray to the heavens for an answer, but none come to me.
Another day another felony.
Eye for an eye, in my hood no one can see.
I keep my self at a constant tilt.
Learning more and more about my insanity and rage.
Pick up the bible and read the page.
I realize I should be more mature at my age.
How can I be free when the hood acts like a cage.
Living inside my own thoughts and slowly dying inside my own soul.
Tired of my materialistic goals.
Need to gain back my life and control.
At this very moment my life is any empty hole.
My heart is in pieces cant remember the last time it was a whole.
Older I get the colder I feel.
Exiled from the rest of humanity when I swallow the pill.
The old me is someone I need to kill.
Need to stop hiding the gun and find something else to conceal.
Need to stop being a their I return what I steal.
I try to change but I'm edward still.
The more I dodge death the more close he gets.
Hate that I'm going to die full regrets.
My life is what my vest protects.
What do I do when the enemy comes at me with two techs.
Blasted my life away when I grabbed those two techs.
Lord I'm a sinner that is the only thing I confess.
I will give my life to live and no less.
No more can I live in such a mess.
