I've been smoking a lot lately and drinkin
I guess the past just got me thinkin
I guess these drugs got me tweakin
chasing out my demons searchin for a deeper meaning
dreaming, I be dreaming about you
all I do is think about you
back to the shelter starting another year without you
all I do is hear about you
and flashbacks got me thinking about them moments
back to 3 years when we was young and reckless
now lookin for love is hopless cus every person is the same
everyone just want some p**** and some brain
its like
this love is meaningless unless I came to it
f*** it I cant do it f*** it we been through it
im getting
drunk from these memories
my heart is filled with hennesy
I smoke to slow these tendencies
but pain is all I tend to see
it was just you and me on top of the world
I was your favorite girl and you was mines too
but
s*** change and rearrange it aint the same no more
I cant lie sometimes I be reflecting on us and what we use to have
but it seems like aint no bringing it back
so whats the point
im puffing on this joint
reminiscing flipping through old pictures
but what the f*** am I really trippin for
its like waiting for procession but we went missing
and im trying to stay sane but im slippin.