Memories of you come flooding back in my mind
I think there is apart of me that will never forget you
As much as might want to and try to
Seems my mind will always hold on to
That part of you I first met
That part of you I don't regret
Oh how those memories won't let me forget
That I longed for something you could never give
Now I am left just trying to keep it all together
I don't think I saw that there was no forever
And how you were no good for me
Maybe I did, but just didn't want to see
How could I forget all the times
You made me laugh or even left me broken
No I don't think I could ever forget you
As much as I try to, as much as I long to
Those memories at times, come flooding back in my mind
At times I still feel you
Your hand going down the small of my back
Your lips softly kissing the side of my neck
I still see your smile and catch a whiff of your cologne
I recall all the small considerate things you did, how could I forget
Etched in my mind you will always be, Unfortunately
I try but I just can't forget the good times
Seems they out way all the bad
Even when you made me miserable and I couldn't stand you
Something gravitated me back towards you
Pulling me back like a bad habit
Back to the days I adored you and would go to hell and back for you
I don't think my heart will ever let me forget you
Memories of you come flooding back in my mind
But my head can't ignore the times you hurt my pride
Treated as if I was just a waste of time
Just so you could feel better about satisfy your guilty pleasures
Of never ending lies after lies
Though my heart won't let me forget
My mind stops me from falling again for you
That You, that's no good for me
Memories of you come flooding back in mind
©Robin. J 2017