Tears of a soul

She

Aint mine

Have I been here before

  I feel like I've paid this debt once

Am I paying for my fathers sins

When I rely on Not being a partaker of another's sin

I refuse to commit to something

I never possessed I never dealt pain nor disloyalty

Never gave karma a reason to come for me

I've kept away from these things with purpose

Promising to hold regard for my brother

Whether we've laid together or not

Whose debt have I paid

I've thought for years

That I've played it safe

Making sure to never truly offend another

So why am I here

Trying to pay for a second chance

Whose is it anyway

Because I don't own something

I never possessed

So I should by now be reaping

What it is I have sown

I posses unconditional love

Nothing less

So I must reiterate

This debt ain't mine

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Tears of a soul

I am the soul

 Who cries out but seems to be unheard

The soul that has become closely acquinted with my hearts enemies

They lay with me

Disappointment seems to alway be near

Like he sought me before I knew of his existence

Pain she preys on my heart

Looking to drown me in a pool of darks sorrows

Loneliness has found me

Cursing my contentment

Although he never stays as long as the others

My soul only cries for relief

As she dies at a dead pace

Wanting to live worry free and without care

The rest of me is already in bereavement

Hope has not come yet

So as my soul waits Cries out for love

She only wants love

Said to conquer all

Love to come to her rescue

To change her souls cry

She needs passion and happiness again

So anger will not creep in

This soul cries real tears

Here