he's the reason why
lately, it takes all I have not to cry
and every smile, just feels like a lie
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he sent my world spinnig around
and I'm left ,trying to keep my feet on the ground
I want to scream, but I'm afraid of the sound
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my cellphone displays the last of our fights
add it to the list of nights
I dreamt of, loud voices and florescent lights
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and I remeber, oh I remeber, how it felt
and how it feels
to hate myself
.