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Shorty looking for the emotion content
As I slide her this long
I feel bad like I just grabbedin a convent
So I explained, baby you gotta blame that past
See I gave her the key to my heart and a few months later she split
She kept the key but I changed the lock
Feelings were hurt so giving a *** was something I had to stop
She stared at me eyes full of tears
Ran to the kitchen on the wall she writes ‘kill all my baby’s fears’
She threw on a vest grabbed 2 techs and clipped up
I shouted what the ***
Outta fear I passed her the 9 wit extra clips
Thinking she about wreck some
I stuttered “are you about to kill es after you finish bakin’ this chicken?”
She tilted her head walked over, hugged and kissed me softly and said
Caliber…NO Keith I love you and I’m ready to give you all of me emotionally but you’re heart is imprisoned and I need to free it
So our soul can be completed
She said our soul as if she already knew we were one
She grabbed the gun, the door closed and her mission had begun
The next morning the door bell had rung it was her
In her hand she held the heads of Jessica, Brittany, and Beth
As she sat down she cried knowing the pain they caused and concept of trust I lost
For that they paid the ultimate cost, I asked why and she snapped
These es wasn’t they couldn’t appreciate who you are or what you gave, so they had to catch it quick
Kicked a head like ***in , she ran to me screaming how could they cheat
They starved and you broke your ***in back so they could eat
If outsiders came sideways for them you would ***in speak
Baby they had you when without a thought you would give them your all
Me: that was the man I was
Her: Naw that’s the man I see and the man you are
Said as her clothes fall
Sex not the agenda just the warm embrace as the bricks crumple from the 1st wall
The next day I woke up to a call
Baby I’ll be back right now I’m dressed in all black going on this sneak attack I’m blowing a hole in this second wall
So that you can again be confident and stand tall..at 5’5 that’s kind of an oxymoron
That night I opened the door in shock as my eyes fixed on
The beatin bodies of Ebony and Cindy
Baby forgive me
But they tossed you away easily as if you were less than nothing when you gave them the most
To them you were more expendable than burnt toast and never held you to your proper level
Everything about you summed up in one word ‘amazing’
Baby your love is royalty and you treated them as Queens but was never thought as a King
I step back in tears she’s attacking
One of my biggest fears the feeling that I’m not good enough removing the bull
Bluff that I’m too tough to give a ***
She holds me and says Keith you are my King and forever my heart is your temple
Our love is something greater than spiritual
Being in each other’s presence is a passionate ritual
She cleans up and puts on her night gown
I tell her: my love I feel free as far as I’m concerned you’re done the 2nd wall is down
She say no for I must kill you now
She says yes see the last wall was the first wall you guarded it to the point where the others were unstable
You don’t believe anyone’s love can match yours so you fear putting your cards on the table
So that love you told them about of yours they thought was a fable
She put that knife in my chest and I came to life
She showed me that my fears of love were a lie she allowed my heart to live
So to her true love I could give
But I wake up to the reality that she doesn’t exist
It was a dream now ain’t bout that a
I still gotta walk this planet to find this true love
