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I Wonder Why
K.Caliber
Every now and then I reflect
I know emotionally I'm not
But mentally am I playing with a full deck
Simple answer no it's hard to keep
Them both in check
But I wonder why
Like I wonder why these women wanted me
How was I able to push that button (Budden)
I mean most I wasn't even feeling a bunch of Irrelevants
Cared for 2 or 3 Kaylins but only had 1 Tahiry
Sadly she can't hear me
I wonder why, like why the *** did I lie when she asked "Are you still in love wit me"
Just proved to myself I still don't deserve WE
I should buy 40 and send her a few drunk text
Hell it's worth the attempt
I'm grown and still need liquor for courage I guess that makes me more of wimp
At least I know I matured enough not walk around dolo actin like I'm some kind of pimp
I wonder why I'm afraid of exposing my heart
As if she got an explosive to attach to it to rip it apart
*** Cupid he must be bangin cuz we been warring and now he's labelled a marC
Why he targeting me like I did him personally wrong
The few women in and out got me feeling like my love wasn't strong
*** it, it is what it is I just wonder why sometimes
Like I wonder why that one person who said she loved me for me
Got me and wanted to change everything about Keith
Well that break away like an autumn leaf
Feeling like I should be sparkin the sticky for some type of mental relief
How come the women I want never want me and the ones that do
I won't give the time of day
My guess it’s my past that’s easy enough to say
All they know is I was drunk in club
Dancing in the middle of floor twisting my fingers up yup he's thug
And probably deal some type of drug
Assumptions kill, No bull I'm for real
If y'all took the time to speak up y’all would know
I was just escaping beefing wit my pop
And wantin to a shoot fair one with my father
Cause I never got over when them phone calls began to stop
Or es talkin like oh he's hoe, he's freak,
Got a different girl every day of week
When most know that I'm too shy to be Mr. Daddy Mac
But let them tell it I was a Baltimore Club song the way I slang this like new jack
All those assumptions were so whack
Not one person hit me to try cop one true fact
But I'm off that
It is what it is sometimes I just wonder why
I wonder how it is s can see they wife walk down the aisle
While front row is their side wit a Devilish smile
Cheating s got 2 loyal women a Wife and a girlfriend
While I'm single which is a type of life I see has no end
If it ain't in the cage or video game your boy Caliber can't win
But I digress
Just know all these assumptions cause a stress
Tired have all he said she said nonsense
I hope y'all in the audience
When I address all the bull at that Press Conference
