NO CONTROL

NO PEACE WITHIN

Expression of doubt along with
dreams of sorrow and defeat.
Hearing meaningless laughter
and experiencing uncontrolled pains.
Simply because I am stealing what another gains.

No self-worth
angels without wings.

Mistakes and wishes
and crying the tears that love brings.

Impressions of quilt bashed by bouts of shame…
Grace and wisdom at times lack heart;
and peace of mind like most things is nothing more than the same.

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NO CONTROL

emptiness is taking control of me,
without my permission.

emptiness is absorbing my will.

darkness is covering me,
without my wanting it to.

darkness will stay with me -- until.

yesterday is mastering my mind,
without my acknowledgments.

yesterday is filling my today,
my tomorrow -- with shame.

daylight only shows me my ignorance,
without my needing it to.

daylight never forgets to remind me -- i am to blame.

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