The Suicide Note

Happy Fathers' Day

Happy Fathers' Day

K.Caliber

First it was 40s wit da 40

Then it was a 40 wit the weed

211 with a blunt was all I would Need

Fucc it high as mission was a 2-11

I know when I die my destination isn't heaven

And ya'll wonder why I suffer from depression

Being a father is incredible blessin

But I Feel like my father wasn't that's a life lesson

You threw my mama fists tried to cover it with love

I was 12 when learned that had me wantin to finish this glass of OJ jump in a bronco run back and make sure I fit the glove

Better move have the lil homie keep pushin him drugs

I survived that car crash you called drunk just to wish me death & now you confused why you catch a stiff arm when you come in for hugs

Ya actions and words tell me you ain...

You're beyond groovy

"You're beyond groovy"

K.caliber

Strong, powerful, beautiful

Just a few words used to describe you

You're strong enough to see what you want

And go after it without giving up

You have an unique power

To Impact those around you in less than hour

Honestly that's something I admire

Now Look in the mirror, allow life to match your beauty even the perfect imperfections

That weren't part of your personal selections

So just think of stress as a pimple

It's just that simple

You are woman let us hear you roar

I pray that last line made you giggle😁

Image Might Be Right

"Image Might Be Right"

K.caliber

She loves me 

She loves me not

She loves me 

She loves me not

stop!!!

Here's a tissue clean up the tears and snot

Man up muahfucca you knew this was coming Mister Emotional 

You love them and try to give them world

But at the end of the day they always walk out the door 

This is nothing more than a traditional ritual 

Why you surprised 

You been a fucc up since Feb 9th 1985

She made you the example bet everything you wanted she'll give to the next

without me how will you survive 

Yea Now I bet you wish I was still alive 

Ayo fucc you image she'll come back to me

Our love strong enough fix anything you just wait & see

#ARROGANCE

#Arrogance

K.Caliber

 I'm the that ya new ain't better than 

Pen game match game I dig deep 

My pen gives life hope 

My give her peace wit every stroke 

My presence alone gets her high she has no reason to smoke 

It's crazy we just cuddlin and

stiff as brick

But I ain't tryin to hit 

Too busy mesmerized by ya energy 

Would rather hold you and provide soft 

Kisses to ya neck 

Physical is dope 

But I'm cravin that spiritual sex

You smile but it's no joke

Look at me ,naw I ain't prefect

But I’m as close as it gets

I'll have you love me to the point

When I'm not around you’re throwin emotio...

HER STORY

Her Story

K.Caliber

Damn cuhz that bad 

Straight facts 

Long hair and a fat ass

Her face could cause a car crash

Shorty 18 senior in high school

No dude but she's wanted and she knows it

But she played it cool was never rude 

Chilled on blocc but stayed on the move

seem innocent but let me tell you her story

Her mother a cracc head the OGs said she was a prom Queen 

turned pookie's dope fein 

Her father was an alcoholic who got his face removed wit a 12 gauge 

By some he enraged

Before shorty was 3 years of age 

Damn that's crazy she looks so unbothered 

I'm amazed 

I know but peep her for a couple days 

She'll walk passed us everyday just look in her eyes

CASE OF THE EX

Case of the Ex

K.Caliber

Let me tell about this

She that ex that never wants you happy

She manipulative jealous and catty

Every time I find a little peace she

Come Knockin like "waddup zaddy"

I just wanna live leave me alone Dee Dee

She play too much ***in with my mind 

Jealous of my girl, she knows I'm in love but got me thinkin I'm blind

Dee got me second guessing everything 

I told her that I wanna marry my girl 

I don't need you no more especially after all you put me through

She laughed like " you stupid, yea she love you but you wanna give this chick you're last name and she ain't IN love with you" 

Now Dee Dee got me emotionally ***ed lookin at my girl like I'm in love with you but you can't say the same 

My Strength

My Strength

K.Caliber

Today is good day

House clean and good music blarin

Step outside to the sun shinin

All smiles, laughs, screams and bullets rainin

Everything turnin dark, am I dyin

Yup a ***ed up scenario

It was like Cancer begged Karma to send Murder

To go kill'em like lil Terrio 

They say when it's your time to go then you go

Right before I leave though just some I gotta know

Will my life lessons still reside within David

 Would my work ethic leave him with memories so vivid

 Or would he simply be livid that I'm not livin

goin his whole life hatin who ever did it

Shares my character flaw of holding grudges

I still pray God provides him with forgiveness

My str...

The Truth of it

The Truth of it

K.Caliber

I never wanted the perfect woman

I just want our mental puzzle pieces

To make the perfect imperfect picture

I'm a geek an abstract thinker

I just need her mental to be her most abstract feature

No makeup natural hair scars both emotional and physical

To me she's a beautiful creature

Her emotional paper cuts still bleed She needs to be put back together

I just want to be the super glue

She'll be my queen, my princess but never be my boo

I mean how could I boo the beautiful substance of you

She'll complain that we never go anywhere and I'll smirk like girl

Your presence is present I'm too selfish to share with this world

So I'd rather stay in yours

Behind our hea...

LOOK INTO MY EYES

So many know me that don’t know me, so honestly I’m nothing more than a familiar stranger

As kids we were taught that’s danger

So peep, they say the eyes are the gateway to the soul

The only way you can see their true glow 

So no need to be phony 

Just buckle up and prepare for this journey

Now look into my eyes tell me what you see

Can you see a man that will starve in order to watch the ones that he loves eat

A man that will put his life on the line to provide you with peace

That right there is only surface deep

Look more in depth

In order for you to get a good night’s sleep

I’ll run towards death

Now look into my eyes tell me what you see

Do you see my masked love for my father

Do you see the fear of being just like him is proper

since he abuses e...

The Suicide Note

B.E.T.  MTV high School mixed with puberty

Is what murdered me

See what they thought of me

 Is what killed me

 It was that image

That got me her digits

It was that image that made

Her offer up them guts for me to dig in

Fucc murderin, smoking and drinkin

It’s neglecting who God made you that holds the crown to all major sinnin

All that clubbin and fucc’n made me uncomfortable livin

This image is locally famous true shame

cuz through all the daps and hugs I ain’t know one name

I tried real conversations with real chicc but found...

shut the fucc up!!

Yup it's your image

And I'm really gettin sicc of ya in

Neglectin!!!!???

  I was protection

I was that Teflon vest you would put on whenever you left home

 And now you talkin like you wa...