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CASE OF THE EX

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Case of the Ex

K.Caliber

Let me tell about this

She that ex that never wants you happy

She manipulative jealous and catty

Every time I find a little peace she

Come Knockin like "waddup zaddy"

I just wanna live leave me alone Dee Dee

She play too much ***in with my mind

Jealous of my girl, she knows I'm in love but got me thinkin I'm blind

Dee got me second guessing everything

I told her that I wanna marry my girl

I don't need you no more especially after all you put me through

She laughed like " you stupid, yea she love you but you wanna give this chick you're last name and she ain't IN love with you"

Now Dee Dee got me emotionally ***ed lookin at my girl like I'm in love with you but you can't say the same

Yet you state you're ready to carry my last name

Dee a hurtful

Type to kick a while he's down and

Type to remind a of pain from the past and

Like "So shawty not in love with you but at least y'all slam dance on the reg. Oh wait nevermind wasn't she on some for the last 2 and half weeks

Tellin you you were gettin the cheeks but instead you had to settle for givin her head, and you in the bathroom, Porn Hub witcha man in hand GotDamn lmao, you act like you ain't seen this episode before last that played that role had you changing diapers on a baby that wasn't yours"

Now she got mentally ***ed lookin at my girl

Like if it ain't my then who's you on

I should emotionally detach but if I don that everything will go wrong,

but Dee planted the seed it takes some time to grow but how long

The more I think of reasons for it not be true Dee just says "different artist same song"

She tryin *** up my happiness

And makes too much damn sense

I send messages that explain exactly how I feel about her

All I really get is that she loves what comes with me and honestly that hurts

And make matters worse

She states you only get 3 real loves in life

Her roster has K, Matt, and Jordon

I don't even know if I'm 4th and I'm sittin here wantin her as my wife

I stay quiet and keep this to myself cuz I've learned my feelings ain't important

I don't wanna be a wolf with a heart colder than the winter

But Dee has a way the words and somehow always ends up as the winner

Why does it seem as she has a mindset

That my happiness is something she has to hinder

But what if Dee is actually tryin to show me something I was truly blind to

What if my girl now sees me as a rebound

Sees me as the total package but still views me as a ***in clown

She may not wanna take me from the kids since our connection is so profound

Pissed at the fact that Dee could be right

And this is a re-aired episode

Should I change the channel or follow the yellow brick road

Should I tell my girl everything I'm being told

Dee Dee is depression and this is gettin old

I just wanna know one thing

Is you hatin or helpin?

I look at baby girl as blessin

And ya interference got me second guessin

I know you ***in with me is addin to her stress

And now her stress got me stressin

You the reason I'm always drained

You the reason I've been pained

You got me feeling like just cuz she ain't ***in me she runnin game

So what happens? I begin to detach which in return Makes her think the same

So now she'll question every dame and I'll feel like she'll bust it open for every lame in your phone

I can't stay happy for

She thinking I'm them past s

I'm thinkin she them past es

We both suffer from depression

Dee Dee the side hoe just ***in us both

Dee got her tellin me all the that my mind I understands but makes my heart wanna cuss

Her past relationships make me nauseous

Knowin she was in love wit s who did her dirty makes me wanna off

Selfish feelin like that love I deserve that

If she was bald I would give her hair off my damn back

I'm in love but she just loves me so if I was hit bleedin reachin for my life would she pick up and let that gun clap

Prolly not

I wouldn't blame her though

She love me so she'll miss me if I go

But she'll move on

Mother of 3 so baby gotta be strong

I need her in my life

She gotta be this crazy 's wife

Dee prolly got her think that she shouldn't get comfortable this gonna leave

A girlfriend with 3 kids this prolly can't breath

I love him but fear fallin in love with him

because of the way that I loved them

I was done dirty so my love is prolly a sin

He's everything I wanted in those men

But the way my life setup I wasn't meant to win

I can't fully understand why he gave me his heart like its a gem

That's a responsibility I wasn’t prepared for

He came outta nowhere

These walls of protection won't allow me to give him more

And I want to, he deserves that

He's the total package supportive, loving, and a super dad

He loves the *** outta my kids

If anyone or anything threatened harm our way I know for a fact he'll probably split few wigs

I don't wanna drive him away

honestly never had man love me in every way

I'm stressing tryin to figure out how to be me but make sure he's gonna stay

I wanna complain but it might drive him insane

Feelin like cuz I'm not fully over my past

It's to a point where I feel like I'm tellin Keith you can kiss my ass

But that's not the case I wish God provided a "how get over him" class

I need him in my life

I gotta be this crazy 's wife

Dee Dee gloats, I did it again placed doubt in his mind he'll struggle to keep it in check

Because he loves her in every aspect

That I know as a fact

I cant stand seeing him happy

I'll put any idea in his head to make his day crappy

She wrote him "her confession"

Hmm So let me bring up past issues to have his mind tell his heart this is a repeated lesson

Fastest way to make Keith miserable

Is to confuse him in the emotional

This operation is so precise it's surgical

See Caliber your Insecurities will keep me close you

I just hope she's not strong enough to push thru it

I'm hatin on her and helpin myself

I'm curse and your blessin

So I hope that answers your question

I hope you know you'll always love depression

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