When they ask if I gotta woman
I just smile and tell'em yeah
Even though in this world
You not physically still here
I just sit and reminisce
Reliving the memories
For days like this
When I visit the cemetery
Heartbroken and lonely
With henny in my cup
For hours just sitting here
And thinking about us
See it's just one of those days for me
And everyday for me
It's just one of those days
See I can never let you go
Not even in ur death
And honestly
I wouldn't Know what to do with myself
On my last breath
Just waiting to see you again
While u in heaven tell'em Negus you gotta man
Forever and always
A promise I'll never break
Like Papoose and Remy
But maybe a longer wait
Only time can tell
But maybe with good time
I can finally break away
From this life of hell
And be up there where u are
High up in the stars
Cause Lord knows for me
Every breath is hard
I mean life goes on
But regardless if I'm strong
Ain't nothing worse
Than being here all alone
Without my soul mate
Life and death I contemplate
Even though I already died
That day u went away
But what is this flesh
When true love is the test
And I'm still in love wit'cha
So go ahead and rest
Until the day we meet again
Like smoke in the wind
Hoping to God one day
I'll see you again
My best friend, my heart
And life
And no matter what
U'll always Be the wifey ...