Who am I?
Have i become so distant
Not knowing how to find my way
Back to person ive estranged
Have I forgotten about me
Lost along the cares for this world
Stuck in bushel of anger and despise
Walking this jagged edge
Becoming more rigid with every step
Along this journey I ask myself
Who are you?
The girl that knows a lifetime pain
She who learned to mask all the uncomfortable feeling that overtake her
The woman that can only remember
That she suffered at the hands
Of ones who called her by name
The ones she loved more that she loved herself
Am I she who run from every pain staking experience
Who am I?
I am all of this
They have made me but could never break me
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Perry Mason says: Breath of a sigh of relief. Understanding the steps of the heaviness the world has to offer. Keep it up. |
OTHER POEMS WRITTEN BY bonniebeezie
SheWho am I? Have i become so distant Not knowing how to find my way Back to person ive estranged Have I forgotten about me Lost along the cares for this world Stuck in bushel of anger and despise Walking this jagged edge Becoming more rigid with every step Along this journey I ask myself Who are you? The girl that knows a lifetime pain She who learned to mask all the uncomfortable feeling that overtake her The woman that can only remember That she suffered at the hands Of ones who called her by name The ones she loved more that she loved herself Am I she who run from every pain staking experience Who am I? I am all of this They have made me but could never break me  |
Aint mine
Have I been here before I feel like I've paid this debt once Am I paying for my fathers sins When I rely on Not being a partaker of another's sin I refuse to commit to something I never possessed I never dealt pain nor disloyalty Never gave karma a reason to come for me I've kept away from these things with purpose Promising to hold regard for my brother Whether we've laid together or not Whose debt have I paid I've thought for years That I've played it safe Making sure to never truly offend another So why am I here Trying to pay for a second chance Whose is it anyway Because I don't own something I never possessed So I should by now be reaping What it is I have sown I posses unconditional love Nothing less So I must reiterate This debt ain't mine ... |
Tears of a soul
I am the soul Who cries out but seems to be unheard The soul that has become closely acquinted with my hearts enemies They lay with me Disappointment seems to alway be near Like he sought me before I knew of his existence Pain she preys on my heart Looking to drown me in a pool of darks sorrows Loneliness has found me Cursing my contentment Although he never stays as long as the others My soul only cries for relief As she dies at a dead pace Wanting to live worry free and without care The rest of me is already in bereavement Hope has not come yet So as my soul waits Cries out for love She only wants love Said to conquer all Love to come to her rescue To change her souls cry She needs passion and happiness again So anger will not creep in This soul cries real tears |
HereThis is my introduction One day you'll know me by name Soon you'll recognize me by the rhythm of the words I spew More than parting lips A raging mind Refection of my community Product of the CPT Shaded eyes A hand needing guidance Just trying to find my way this is the mess called me |