Where

Where were you when I needed you, I searched high and low for you and at some times it really got low. I was in territory I should not have been and making friends with sin. They smelled of death, of no ambition and hope and feel less like dope dealers and more like dream killers. 

I thank them when I left for letting me know death and returned to left and still not seeing you there. 

I was lost even though I knew where I was. I was there and no where at once and where were you.

I lost my self respect but hopefully will find you before death.