got capped in the back of my head
the ground was wet on that dreadful day
my brain swelled through its brazed main gait
swollen lips shooting bits
going get that thug that did this
now I'm in the hospital with wires in my brain
shooting up dope so I can cope with this swing
shadows block as I sit in isolation
dreaming of days on a long vacation
with the bullets flying out high in the street
Homeboy's selling crack not some meet & greet
got to stay positive cause I got hope in my heart
A vision of God while I was lying in the dark
this will light the inner spark to what I need to know
The Lord said to me a sinner never gives
the less that you give your a taker
he held my hand attached to his long cane
this illusion was mess nearly driving me insane
Said to stand tall & to trust that he was in control
lose the lame excuse to bump up the tempo
Showing me further a field of dreams
many people choosing to scream
getting lost in the sauce of compromise
can't you see the truth & turn from Satan's old lies
to my surprise I awoke to my family & friends
that dream gave me hope & a reason to depend
shadows block my vision from within again
I just remember that dream & think about the master plan