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This writing is dedicated to my mother, with the true force of the divine, I shall shower my gift on this paper!!!!
People say its like waking from a dream,
I say its a nightmare, full of tantalizing blood and scream,
was this your destiny?
Death corrosion of the soul?
Live it with no purpose out of control,
A nightmare i say,
Couldn't sleep all day,
Tears that fell like waterfalls,
Showering upon the sad,
Candles lit i commend your
Memory and my dads, i shall forgoe
What is sad,
Lets take a look at your life,
A life full passion,
Vigor and strife,
Do i believe in a heaven or hell,
I curse at those faiths,
For they are a spell,
Casted a spell for humanity,
Hindering the blind for they could
Never see,
My mother,
Gorgeous estatic vibrant black hair,
Like a song it flowed,
As she danced back and forth,
Her teeth white as light,
Laughing vibrations,
Filling me up inside,
Strong minded,
Intelligent,
Persuasive,
A fighter till the end,
She tried ferociously,
To fight her destiny,
Unfortunately it went beyond her norm,
Drugs and poverty,
Killing her song,
You see i throw a ocean of water
On hell,
Powerfully in my dream,
Melting away its fury obscene,
Satan exists against the almighty hypocrisy,
The lord allows him to exist,
Continually kiss humanity,
Cant deny his mercy,
For his grace saved mortality,
His love rose her spirit,
Despite satan seducing decieving her,
Gods finger is the universes direction,
Satan is just the intersection of creation,
The lords finger paralyzes his interpitation,
Spirit alive, mother you never died,
Spirit alive,
Lets rejoice your life,
Full of hardship,
Vigor and strife,
Continued to oush throught pain and confusion,
Though your mothers love was love,
What a saddening illusion,
Survivor ,
met love that ended so sad,
The man that took her virginity,
He was my dad,
Jealousy arose,
He wore the nicest clothes,
Cologne, hair spray,
The smile,
The style,
Insecurity was projected in fear,
To lose him deat,
And her trality came true that very year,
It was 1989,
I was one and a half,
My mothers soul was lost perhaps,
Her depression started, taking over her mind,
Crying vigerously all the time,
She continued to proceed, elevating inspring women,
Push when darkness seeps the vows you reap,
Push when hate pollutes your heart so weak,
Marilyn mom,
I write as i indulge in a beat,
Says to leave the past,
How could i sleep?
You are my hesrt,
Guiding my every beat,
January 3, 1988,
Was the day the heavens gave me to thee,
It was the most glorious yet loving reality
In her mind,
Heart beating vigerously,
Interconnected minds,
I was hers,
And she was mine,
I was her strength persuasivley,
Overtime,
Always at her arm,
Crying for her mom,
Bathed with her always,
Mami always bought me excessive amount of toys,
I was her light,
Her chosen one,
Her heart,
Her love,
Sent from up above,
I was irreplaceable to her,
She laughed at me,
Cryed with me,
Whooped my ass,
Fed me milk
Changed my diapers,
When i cryed so fast!
My mother my heart,
The mind exsists withought it,
Neither could the sun or the moon,
The universe would collapse,
So soon,
Defiance loves us all the time, it is the law of all time,
Split the worlds tumultuous fantasies!
Will they surley die?
My mothers love,
Is as vast as the sky,
Full of thought,
Abundance,
Full of infinite possiblity,
Full of freedom,
In breathe in the skys aura to make me calm,
Because its love,
That reminds me of love,
Your womb was holy,
For it held me inside,
Your never died!!!
Iam uour passion alive,
Your hear that beat,
Mami you never died!,
Iam your passion alive,
Iam the passion the passion,
The sweat,
That flowed from your body,
Iam the passion the blood,
That flowed from your lifeless body,
Upon death,
The awful memory we shall regret,
Remember family,
No woman alike this woman!,
I know fought for her life,
At times certain circumstances in life,
At times they arise,
Dont kiss or dance with the devil,
Never said she did,
I cant concieve how mami was decieved,,
A victim of deciet,
Satan is the master deciever,
Penetrating dilligently,
Into the parralles of the mind,
Decieving purpose,
Destorting offer,
Money exchange for your self,
Dont be devieved by his legend so old,
Mom i repeat,
IAM YOUR PASSION ALiVE,
You never ever DiED,
I have spilled my soul on this paper, i spilled my heart on this paper,
I spilled my heart to you,
See in my dreams, protect me mami,
Dont neglect me,
Please bring me love and respect, your heart i cant neglect!
Rest in peace,
Darling angel,
With dad in the sky,
I bresth your vibes meticulously,
Until the day ill die,
Sometimes i wonder why??
You never ever died!!!!
Iam your PASSION ALIVE!!!!
One day my legend will be buried my soul ascend into light,
We shall dance,
Dance throught the cold and night, laugh,
Enjoy,
Laugh paradise,
My lover forever!
Ny dad my soul mu mom my heart forever!!!!!
