Self Esteem

"inside a closed mind"

" inside a closed mind"

elusion from a prison of our own device. 

 jump  right in. 

First without thinking twice. 
our mind puts limits on what we can suffice

Based on our beliefs. 
We don't even know the Trap exist.
 handed down  over time
 numb to the truth
 life of oppression
And to our minds.
we are living a normal life
Be quiet, our minds. 
And open our hearts up, to  Shine. 
 crawling from the darkness. 
it's cheating our time

Then we know. 

We're almost out of the blockade. 

That's the generation-
poisoned by 

Lies. 
Talk to us from birth
 deceiving us. 

against our destiny. 

Breaking Free. although Never easy. 

Is the curse of a ...

"The TRuth of THings"

DNA Coded
Jigsaw 
missing pieces 
deep inside the soul 

where is the devotion?

*warped and hollow

curse of the star crossed
Romeo's Madonna'
Jullious conquered world 
*Achieve limits
or be doomed

 *Endure your conscience!..

results! (ripple effects)..

misfortune of the missed fortune

calamity 
jaded jane 

*crimson scenes arranged
 * Youthful Killers

eye of the percieved!

the happy joy that no one seeks 
its all meant to be 
all roads lead to ...
that spell 
a mistaken path another cast
déjà vu of the spirit 

what other people see ‎Tuesday, ‎June ‎19, ‎2018

what I got is what I have
your words made me feel strong
your actions (did me wrong )
put me down
the arms of endless hunger
hoping you would see my thundar

its my choice (*not yours)
don't shun my faults for your redemption

moving on along life's run  
the dance I'm chained too
breaking thru that wall blocking my path
challenges to test my strength
perseverance is the only hope I can see
keep on being me
this is what I confess
my heart is open yet
seeing thru the blinders
other people see

this is what other people see
on the outside looking in
don't be the judge
executioner is never gonna win

Graduate

though I walk thru the sea of travelers
life slaps me back down to the earth

if feels like an ocean as I pass
going horizontal thru the masses

the motion I feel and see is thousands of moving people
flowing like the ocean

but to me as I walk against the grain
it looks to be the sea
the feelings are the same

the future of their march
has just began
following the ripple
of lifes trails

onward the next stop
the field they have just battled thru

a new battle front
the test is true

to boldly go forth
venturing a  dream
that started with a thought

fraught with hardship and obstacles in their path
they have passed the test

standing now amidst the ocean
like a light house
casting their light
to show others the way

DorMant

"Dormant"
 hibernating
a long nights sleep
she is hidden deep
high above the clouds
the minds eye can not spy
that tower within her mind
locked inside
no sound to disturb

one stranger
stepped inside
 her dreams
as he visited
he  dared to
dance with her
inside her dormant mind

something
awakened
inside
the Queen
dormant all this time
begins to feel her energy revive
rising from the foggy ash of her prisoned mind

ancient soul held in quiet darkness for so long
as she rises
her  crown begins to form
the golden Phoenix  
sits atop her head
the song bird from her birth
arise
the rebirth
of the newborn
phoenix queen

her dragon King  she can smell
her song does begin to swell
inside his mind he ...

Eyes Of a child

Eyes OF A Child

The stars shine distant in his eyes
no one knows the loneliness he hides
Along the consciousness of his pride
his minds eye soars with the viciousness of life
cultivating something he just can't identify

Living with the freedom that hides behind a childs starry eyes
looking through the window of truth
seeing the pain of what has been, is and will be
learning about the death of one to preserve the life of another

knowing that the death of the old; creates life for the new

awaiting a time when he may enjoy life as it really should be
Free

“Todays Times”

"what a beautiful life

sit in a square

watching pixilated screen

wishing you were at the place of your visions dream"

"Drama over there why hanging out your underwear

so everyone can swear “

So easy to disrespect others in this digital world

we have become so numb

a social greeting thru a computer screen

etiquette is forgotten fast

manners do not last

a bully's paradise

a stalker's little black book

hook-ups and look-ups

virtual meet ups and beat ups

emotional show down

duel of the mind

todays times!

Rage

<MY RAGE HAUNTS ME AND WHAT I AM CAPABLE OF DURING THAT RAGE>

Rage

no reason

can't explain

why I do these things

can never seem to get it right

Hurting

so I rage !

Rage for the hurt

circle of pain

It continues because of rage

(we all do things for a justified reason /does not mean we are right)

"legacy"

my silence voiced so loud
my words muffled by the clouds

hear my truth this intention
I try to bring  out

prying my honor from the shadows of my mind
the darkness will creep inside

hope you'd understand I did not try to hide
this legacy of mine

the heavy weight of time

pouring down on me like acid rain
every drop a pain

I release this hidden disease
lets see what you can do Please

ILLUSION

What you think is

isn't

what is

is hidden

truth of deceiving

illusion of personality

The minds programmed reality

seeing isn't believing

believing is seeing

why do beings refuse to believe

ask and ye shall receive

deceived by your own thinking

lost soul from man's command