Dear Matthew

I had a blessing my whole life, but just recently I started knowing…

Always wondered what I was doing or where I was going...

Was a crucial part in me growing…

Took care of me when he didn’t have to…

My blessings in disguise is my brother Matthew…

Always cared about me before he did himself…

Made sure I was okay before he cared about his health…

Continued doing everything he could without hearing a thank you…

Instead he received *** you and I hate you…

He never heard the words he so truly deserved…

Not even when we deeply conversed…

I don’t know why I never said these two words…

The words he still till this day so rightfully deserves…

He should hold the title of my father and my brother…

You might as well give him the title of my mother…

He was there for me through thick and thin…

My life today is kind of because of him…

Without him I don’t know if I’d still be on this earth…

I’m just thankful I had a guardian and a protector from the day of my birth…

He is my role model, my idol, and the only man I look up to…

I now wish I could take back all the I hate you and *** yous…

Because this man did not deserve none of that…

He basically gave up his teenager years and I take blame for some of that…

He gave up his happiness to tend to mine…

He would give me money even if it was his last dime…

He would still care even if we fought from time to time…

I owe this man my life…

Cause he stood up, cared for me, and never thought twice…

There is not enough in this world that I can do to pay him back…

And I get mad about that…

Cause he gave up so much just to make sure my needs were satisfied…

Just know the whole time writing this I cried…

So, if this man is reading this you will need a tissue…

My actions never shown my gratitude towards you so hopefully this hits you…

I just want to thank you from the bottom of my heart…

For taking care of me from the start…

I know it was hard…

All the times we hit the hardest times…

He just got stronger when we hit the darkest times…

He is my blessing, my protector, and my guardian angel…

Does not matter how you look at it, does not matter the angle…

I will forever be in debt to this man for doing what he did…

Took care of me and giving up the dream of being a kid…

Well Matthew here is something you deserved a long time ago…

I just want you to know…

That I love you and I thank you for everything you have and will do for me…

Only you know the struggle and story…

Every man in this world should be jealous they ain’t you…

From the deepest part of my heart I just wanted to say THANK YOU…