Letting You Back in My Life, But I Should Have Listened to My Hesitation

In Between The Words

In between the words

Are pain and despair

From places we fear to speak upon

In between the words

Are places of right and wrong

Trying to find the that belong

In between the words

Are guidance, prayers, and solutions

Seeking their execution

In between the words

Is a long past, in which silence occurs

A story to be told with nouns, adjectives, and verbs

In between the words

Is a word that draws our conversation

A word strong enough to unite a nation

In between the words

There is love, seeking to exist

Speaking in the mist

In between the words

Love exists

Idris Nasir

Wo-man Genesis

Guide my dreams till I yawn

Guide my queen through the dawn

Ride with me, push out some pawns

Confide in me, through the storms

Align with me when it's calm

Design your love to be understood

Shine your heart for what is good

Your reflection off my shield

Will give you the love that you feel

Still I must protect my heart, my soul

Still I must protect from the bitter, the cold

Ways of your mother Eve that deceived

That got us in this big mess

I look twice when she wears her red dress

Thoughts caress my chest, on what I did

What type of commitment did I give

Wo-man was made out of my rib

Rib is curved, and must be handled gently

I awake to look deep in her eyes

And wonder of our potential

Idris Nasir

Letting You Back in My Life, But I Should Have Listened to My Hesitation

Strengthen my concentration, just to help me lose my hope and aspirations

Limbs shaking, steady pacing Tardive dyskinesia awakening

It's like my limbs been put on probation, it's my manhood erasing

I can't keep up with a conversation like my vocabulary erasing

Everybody says hey you're doing great, hey you're doing fine

Then can somebody tell me why I feel like I'm loosing my damn mind

Breaking me down mentally, physically, and even spiritually

Trying to change the structure of who I am

I must thank you for the moments of stability

Just to see you promise me nothing but misery

Don't worry about me messing with your cousin

I'm going to find a new family that treats me better

I swear I don't want to remember you at all Risperdal

Idris Nasir

Intermission - Who Gives Him Permission

Profit off their souls

The prophet of the souls

Fly high in pits in control

Where logic is to grow

"The Word" like trees bearing fruit

The Tree of Life in pursuit

Our genetics grown within its roots

Branches and their fruit differ

Some fruits are ripe, some bitter, some sweet

Many shoot before they speak

Putting a branch in flames in Cain

Who will save our tree from all this pain

The birds build a nest, like jinnis on our shoulders

They watch bloodlines get colder and colder

Next spring, sing of the blossoms

Be relieved of our problems

Our Tree of Life has been preserved

Just to grow back I observe

The Tree of Life roots run deep

It would be an argument if you could hear the tree speak

All from the same source

With different paths of course

I neither bic...

Trinity

My trinity, and I'm the one for infinity

She gives word, her heart, takes blood from my enemies

I give the word from heart, my blood sheds lost memories

She reflects in different ways when sent to me

I recognize her eyes, they never changed through the centuries

She plays them close, gave toast blood for blood in my name

She would be the spirit gathering pairs if the Flood came

She danced with the devil, in the love of your name

I met her in different dimensions, but the same always remains

She's not selfish, she wants the family she never had

Invited a mistress into our bedroom, so I can be called Dad

She goes to war as a groom, for my heart she has

Dancing through reflection, I almost forgot I had

I'm ready for the harvest, I can't play these games

You're like a goddess, just awaiting my last name

Awaiting for ...