It has been
A couple of years
I havn't seen
Your face for so long
Wondering I would ever
See you again
In the after life
When I die
There are times
I just want to let go
But I can't
With all the memories
Just remembering
The good and the bad times
We had together
On this hateful world
All my friends tell me
Just let him go
It has been so hard for me
Just to let him go
We have been brothers
For so long
That is why
I can't let go
Every night
When I'm a sleep
I have tears
Running down my face
I ask myself everyday
Where would I be right now
If you were still a life
Would we be having fun still
The only thing
That I have from you
Are the pictures
We took together
Even though I go to church
To try to heal my pain
Maybe I'm just having a hard time
Letting you go
I'll keep moving foward
With this pain
Now I know
I can't let go.
Pete V. Martinez
6/12/09