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Is it my fault
Because I wasn't there
When you need me
I blamed myself for it
I should of been
There for you
And now your gone
From this hateful world
You always talk
About moving out
Of our parents house
To live togher
Now I got to live
With this pain
In my heart
For the rest of my life
I just can't
Take it anymore
Trying to end my life
To get rid of this pain
As I held the gun
To my head
Asking the Lord
To forgive me
The only thing
Was going through
In my mind
Were my family and friends
I started to cry
Not knowing what to do
Still holding the gun
To my head
An angel appeared
In front of me
It was my bro
Telling me not to do it
As I look at him
And told him
I missed being with you
Just want to be with you again
Beening so close
To pulling the trigger
He says to me
Don't do it bro
Your brother needs you
And so do your friends
It's not your time
To go to heaven yet
As I slowly put the gun down
I said I can't do it
I just can't do it
Why did you leave bro
He looks at me
And tells me
It was my time to go
From this hateful world
Don"t worry
Everything would be ok
I'll always be in your heart
Even though you can't see me
Looking at him
While I wipe the tears
Off my face
Would you promise me one thing bro
He said yea sure
What is it bro
Promise me that you'll meet me
At the Crossroad
I'll be waiting
For you there
When the time
Comes for you.
Pete V. Martinez
6/25/09
