The thought of him is driving me wild
Remembering the smell of his neck is beyond bliss
His talk, his walk, his smile, his style
It can’t be compared, it can't be replicated
Not seeing him is like being caged
Surrounded by walls that block out light, air, rain
Caged in this dark space and I can’t break free
But then, he calls
And through his deeply penetrating, intense, seductive, amazing voice,
For a moment, I can see it again
I can feel it again, I can taste it again
Freedom
And then I’m flooded in thought
Thought of him and me
Thought of we
Thought of what it can all be
I breathe it all in and let it all go
Suddenly, I’m a Crested Ibis soaring over plains of ecstasy
And he is the Lion I cannot tame
The King over the terrain beneath me that I wish would just swallow me whole
I long for the sweet smell of his nature once more
I can still feel his lips on mine
He moves within me like a storm
The chaos is addicting and I need more
Tease me
Please me
Release me from this cell
Wicked desires are overcoming
Month after month, year after year
He withholds from me knowing what I’m capable of
Well aware that my intentions of rapture will make us both prisoners
So just like that he’s gone again
Everything he is, is exactly everything I need
But he hangs up and he’s gone, and it’s all gone