Just A Lil Somethin Somethin

Just A Lil Somethin Somethin

Times Are hard and that something we all know and the tomatoes will grow brighter the more the stems grow...

Okay Okay I was just avoiding the talk about all my personal feelings.I didn't ask to be brought here but look where I'm at, I turned my phone off because I've grown tired of the fakes calling me back. Just another person going on that block list i like getting up and going my life has no space for kids.

I said I loved you and it was something i really meant but all the arguing and the backstabbing secrets, it was just a waste of time because it wasn't worth sh*t not a nickel and certainly not a d*m dime

At first i was afraid of losing you because deeply i felt i was losing myself but myself is right here with me and i don't need your help. I can sit here and say how i wish i never met you or how bad i hate you i could even go over to your house and take all my frustrations out on your new truck. Bust your windows...

Dear Lier

I can never really get a chance to talk to you and I mean really talk to you. You like a busy freeway and I was trying to cross but it's really hard to get through. But then I remembered how you always wanted to read my writing and I was to shy to let you and so I figured this was the perfect and best thing to actually do.

I'm not mad no I rather forgive then continue to be upset because in the end it went that route and it was traveled for a while and it didn't turn back. Sometimes there's just things you can't change, you just have to accept and I accept you as my friend because I no longer want nothing else.

I needed you to love me when no one else could, I wanted you to see this other side of me that i hold in so quietly. But that's not what it was or it never will be. I'm going on you no longer have to worry about me.

But there's something I must let myself write, your friend told me the secret, when we was t...

Why

Use 2 Be

You should hurt everytime you hear my name. You should hurt everytime you try to play another game. I played my cards, and did my part I did everything to own your heart. Just trying to be pretty, stepping on the scale dieting trying to be skinny. Doing everything and you didnt give me any. Doing anything you ask me to, losing myself cause I was doing things I usually don't do.

But my momma always told me to never let a non man know your weakness because he will take it and mistreat it. I just didnt expect it to come from you but like they said the hottest love has the coldest end. And I dont know what it is and where it will lead,  just promice me you'll always remember how things really use to be. 

Break up

Theres so many things I need to say ,but the fear of hurting you always gets in the way. 

Your sweet and special but not to me ,you have this perfect picuture of us but its showing a different view everytime i try to look and see. 

I care about you but only as a friend , Im afriad that if i break you off then  everything between us will just end. 

And I cant trust anyone not right now to many people then stab me in the back n when i turn around they become the ones asking how   

And I hate getting hurt I hate giving a part of myself to people that they never deserved.

Im scared that youll do the same   im scared that everything will be in vein.

So please dont be mad  just writing this letter made me feel sad n i know one day youll find that perfect girl , it just so happens god decided for me that i cant be part of your world.

Trust None

In this world you better find who your real friend is

Cause youll get stabed in the back this on some real life gruesome sh*t

See I been a victim once or twice the last one turned on me and cut me with a knife

now I have a open wound ,blood leaking

In my mind Im just stuck thinking

Out of all people it was her

The girl I grew up with

Im getting sick straight from the stomach

And no medicine can cure this

See Im along for the ride , but they traded and all because of a rumor they switch sides

But f*** em they wasnt really with me anyway

And the others they group up and wanted to record the act

Watching me getting attack and watching me get stabbed from the front not the back

All that talk talking bout how they had me ,but suddenly they became spectators they just came to see.

See im hurt but things could be worse ...

Fake As Ever

I'm past the point I can't even ask why people do the things they do

I guess their just fake and a 100% untrue

People who always talking stuff is that I don't like

Looking down on me cause I'm living some type of life

My sisters are so fake , they think they know everything but don't

If we had to go to trail about who iam

They couldn't even testify

They say they with me , but I know in reality they are against me

They think I'm blind but their unloyalty I can see

So they both can shut up and mind their own

I'm ready for them to just leave me the *** alone.

Please comment thanks 

Love Letter

You got me feeling some type of way

I wake up , hoping you come to school today

And I look into your pretty green eyes

Its like watching the beautiful sun rise

You don't know that I'm feeling like this

Your soft lips I would love to kiss

But you already taken by some girl

I'm hoping just one day , you would rock my world

And I show you a different side

When we bumb and collied

One day , you'll be all mine

But I hope soon , cause were running out of time

I hope you feel the same

I know you ain't the type to run game

You are so funny

You make me feel like a bee that just found its honey

I can't stop thinking about you<...

Stop The Violence

 Stop all the violence everybody

Stop dat man from raping that girl

Stop that incest, lets teach mothers and fathers how to treat their kids the best

Stop all the killing 

But i cant do it on my own is anyone else willing 

He keep beating his girl

I know God is wondering what has come of this world 

Stop all the lies and the cheating and all the bad scheming.

Stop dat boy who only 14 from doing something that'll put him behind bars for the rest of his life 

Help the girls who keep cutting herself with a knife  

Dont put shame on our kind cause last time i check we arent the only ones acting out of our mind  

Let all the hatred go because thats what stopping to keep a smooth flow 

God save us all forgive all those who never gave you a call 

Their lifes have been tough , maybe cause they had no one around to teach them the postitve stu...