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I spend more time critically
Being quite magnanimously specifically
Because everything I say or do
I do it tenaciously and quite meticulously
Although probably insane clinically
I know for a fact
That none could ever mimic me
Now statistically
I should not exist physically
I died in my childhood
Bio-chemically and scientifically
Raised from the dead honorably
I aged early in my childhood
And grew to become a man who spoke cynically
Then I recognized in my own self
That I was a player of words
Verbalized word play
I then nearly perfected the organization of nouns, adjectives and verbs
Grew up quite disturbed
I became an agent of anger
Filled with a heart of slander
Willing, able and did destroy the hearts of many bystanders
Then came my spiritual & sociopolitical times
When I began to analyze purpose
Although "At the time" I was feeling worthless
Like I was worth
I took my own time to curse "this"
Now, additionally
I must add that nothing I write is ever said fictitiously
But hypocritically
Good and evil in me
Began playing with my heart
Tore me to the core and ripped me apart
But now speaking optimistically
I grew to study quantum physics and bio-mechanics
And became a light worker
Now I mostly speak metaphysically
And uncritically
Speaking against the old me
The old me that tried to "fold me"
I admit I hated who he was
That I took time to scold me
But during the hate love relations
I considered the possibility of spiritual elevations
Enlightenment of my being
Then I began writing and reciting affirmations and decreeing
No longer was fleeing
From SELF
I became introverted
Anger and self loathing was converted
Combined my many personalities
And never had any of the deserted
I forcibly asserted
That I would rule my own mind
And have ALL negativity diverted
Energy was no longer used up. wasted or exerted
To pompously populate passages of perfect postulations
No longer would "I" cause my own heartache and agitations
Dealt with my own frustrations
Head on
I was "dead on"!
And no longer do I hate myself pitifully
I actually see and love my self quite significantly
I admittedly and must say this as it is particularly
Said to be understood to be quite important to me
Although a soul digitally
Creating images via word play creatively
I quite meticulously speak rhythmically
And mutually beneficial are my heart and soul
Thus we offer light ritually
And definitively
And never monopolizing minds or articulating ingenuously
I offer my entire being of 35 years
From sarcastic to angry and cynical
To playful and spiritual
From religiosity and curiosity
To moments of hatred & animosity
And fluctuated back to love, light and bright shining colorful prisms
And my purpose of existence
To destroy human self perpetuated schisms
Releasing many minds from prisons
I thus envision a beautiful vision
Where humans will elevate to the next stage and flip the page
Eradicating all anger, hatred or rage
So that all of us in this realm and all other beings from others
Can join together in perfect unison
And enjoy blissful eternity
As sisters & brothers!
