Heartfelt emotions, yet shared whimsically
Revealing more inner being pitifully
How others will view this essence cynically
But I guess I don't care critically
Because I am actually quite notorious, ridiculously
And I share my mind with you all, quite vividly
And yet my choice of words
Are spewed out meticulously and NEVER lasciviously
I embellish my mind with light
To cover up past wickedness
Because the more that I breathe
I see past sins confront me with such awkward vividness
I speak and utter words of enlightenment
To try to overthrow my negative permissiveness
And I have grown exponentially metaphysically
ONLY due to the fact I have a highly determined willingness
MY flesh desires to live the life of the evil man indigenous
But I still fight with desired light
So I don't become who I fear, a spirit villainous
Mentally prepared but yet feeling socially polygamous
And in the process of my running I try to take flight
But I realize that I am unkindly wingless
Only because I fight moment to moment
To keep my wickedness under submissiveness
I hope that sooner than later I will metamorphosize
And grow out of this damn chrysalis
I study EVERYTHING under the sun
So I can never be claimed to be a man of great insipidness
Hence I enhance myself so that I can be highly ubiquitous
And offer many readers a better sense of self
Thus I speak a lyrical stimulus
With the desired result being that I make others think more deeply
Because if I KEEP ME
Than maybe I can help keep thee
And divine properties could then seepingly creep in me
And then I would more seemingly appear to adhere to the sincere
And although I am the utmost honest and direct
I also speak the best which is what I always desire to project
Because being human I too have been injected and infected
With a virus to burn up my spiritual circuitry
That since my birth has been hurting me
And although sickly and feeble
I still work tenaciously to reach my pinnacles steeple
And in the process that I have evolved
We have split our mind into several selves
So we could NEVER be compared to any other people
No other person is even close in likeness
Some hate, love or spite this
But we move forward without spiteness
And without any gripeness
I KNOW I can say that I fight all my fights alone
Because ONE thing that I am NOT is SPINELESS!