This Is A New Beginning…
No Longer About Winning..
This Time I’m Going To Express My Pain..
Which Was What I Wanted When I Stepped Into This Game..
But It Didn’t Stay The Same..
I Started Making Myself Go Insane..
I Should’ve Stayed In My Lane..
I Should've Never Began To Change..
Cause That’s When Me And Poetry Feel Out Of Range..
The Words Use To Mesh Together So Smoothly..
Then I Felt Something Strange Move Through Me..
For The People That Knew Me..
Said I Needed To Get Checked Before It Began To Worsen..
But I Didn’t Want Treatment Didn’t Want Nursing..
I Became Enraged And Started Cursing..
I Started Becoming A Different Person..
My Poetic Talent Took On A New Version..
A New Personality..
I Was To High To Come Back To Reality..
Didn’t Want To Hear What People Were Trying To Say..
I Just Brushed Off What They Said And Went My Own Way..
Till This Day..
My Poetic Game And Me Haven’t Been The Same..
From My Flow To My Delivery Except My Name..
But Now Its Time To Get Back To The Old Me..
How I Am Suppose To Be..
You Will Now See Everything That I’m Feeling Day In Day Out..
I’m Going To Speak What It’s About..
And Describe Every Last Ounce Of Pain..
That Is Pulsing Through My Heart And Veins..
But Like I Said I Won’t Say I Am Back..
Cause Then My Career Will Fade To Black..
And I Don’t Want That..
I Just Want What I Intended From Day One..
That Is To Write My Feelings And Have Fun..
So Here Is To A Beginning..
I’m No Longer Here For The Winning..
PureSkillz23
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Sorry in AdvancePSA : I apologize for my language.... Now that the memo is out fu*k all this sh*t... People asking the same sh*t and I'm tired of it... Everyone asking what happen to me... Motherfuc*er I been here you just nappin on me... Stay woke dummies I always been here... I haven't written in a year... But that doesn't mean I fuc*ing disappeared.. I just know my words are no longer the most feared... So I won't waste my time writing cause it's just falling on blind eyes... You ever think to mind your fuc*ing business like I mind mines.. Nah cause all you motherfuc*ers waiting on someone's downfall.. So you will have something to talk about at the town mall... Keep my name out your mouth unless you wanna catch hands.. Idgaf about you or the next man... I only give a *** about my immediate circle.. Not worried about a bunch of Steve Urkels... My fellow poets ...  |
The Real MVPThis game been there when I needed to express my emotions… Helped my tears to flow like oceans… Helped me laugh when I could not even crack a smirk… Helped me relieve some stress from my chest when I was hurt… Helped me lift myself up when I was laying in dirt… Helped me overcome sadness when I was wiping my tears on my shirt.. Helped my heart beat normally when it was skipping a beat… Helped me regain strength and get back on my feet… Helped me find a reason to live when I when I wanted to put it to an end.. When I felt all alone it was there to be my friend… This game has helped me overcome some serious pain and heartache.. Helped me mend my heart and mind after some heartbreak… Nothing but loyalty and faithfulness from poetry… I abandoned it numerous times but when I ask to come back it never said no to me… |
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