You wrap your mind around the fact all you have is yourself
Those tears u wiped away the times you tripped and had to catch yourself you didnt ever have any help
You screamed for somebody and they all turned away
So you drop to your knees all u could do was pray
But why you? Maybe your not good enough to even ask that question
So many people ripped chunks from your heart you cant even define affection
Just when u think u got yourself together pain makes its resurrection
And when u think you're on the right path turmoil hits and u lose your direction
But keep going because if u stop your weak right?
When u surrounded by darkness so deep seems like there is no light
Tears drowning you through the sleepless nights
When u have so many knife wounds in your back you dont have the strength to fight
When you fight the demons within you that push u to react out of spite
A'Briana Nichelle
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