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first love

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I sat there pondering the possibilities of what we could become I mean I've never known a smile without strings attached But you gave it with no effort like a gift passed down through generations as a memento of beautiful moments held in the pit of my adolescent mind Still I felt warmth So warm A slight discomfort crept in my stomach and across my skin racing along my arms pouring sweat on top of the glow of my skin. I've lost days in this Stuck in this dramatic emphatic maze that left me trapped chasing the aroma of cheese hoping the allure would lead me back to a place where we become free.... Still I couldn't forget past encounters that were positioned and repositioned on top of counters which lead me to the thought of our first encounter by way Dumb is a word misused especially after the hopiful association next to the word free We were two crayons used to fill in the shallow lines of other's all the while being used down before ever getting a chance to fill in the gaps of our own, More so we were ignorant to the fact we stood more complete than used nubs placed back in a warped box tucked in a miscellaneous drawer we were two dreams unfertilized but planted at the awkwardly right time just the opportunities didn't match views of our sunshine So we grew like fragile looking bamboo yet strong enough to hold the weight of whoever stood their overweight insecurities and misguided egos on our shoulders But see I found myself tired of looking down holding my head up or just simply looking around placing myself in so many worthless situations is the reason why I took myself off the market. but it's true what they say when you looking for something it's hard to find when you stop looking and most cases it's simply found I gave up before then then there's you my perfect love song Though we don't always get along in five minutes we'll strong finishing each other's sentences That corny movie that I got to admit All the live I've been through you make it worth it. If there's truly no such thing as perfection I can say this. For me your perfect and that's it!