I've been tripping thank God for not letting me fall
been feeling a lot of things familiar not strange
like I've been here before haunted by Déjà vu
only feeling free in my sleep waking up on repeat
first I'm hot then I'm cold in pain like I've been in a fight
keeping feelings to myself don't talk a lot penning
my thoughts hard to write in peace dogs bark a lot
3 beast chained to a tree out in the parking lot
told my mama I was coming home cancelled
my flight home alone by my self not hard to
find myself sometimes I tend to get out of hand
have to bind myself haunted by the secrets
I keep and I keep remembering to forget
asking myself are you talking to yourself
or are you talking to me not being sinful
is hard to be excuse me that's how I feel
spinning on a wheel round or flat I don't
think about that haunted by coming back
got a 3 fold beat deep down in my soul
yes I still do believe but some things are
too hard to receive like Adam and Eve
fruit trees covered in leaves check please
too hard to swallow so I spit it out
lead don't follow you might wind up
Kimmy's in bunkers pulpit preaching
and Sunday school teaching went out
the window a long time ago I still believe
some things but some things
got to change I believe there is a God
somewhere for me so mama don't
just pray for me I heard "Hallelujah" was
the key all it did was call out the beast
hope I'm on the right path knowing
if I'm not I'm coming back for that