SCREAMING AT THE SKY . ASKING GOD TO ANSWER ME WHEN I ASK HIM WHY . PROMISES BROKEN . IM HOLDING IN THE WORDS THATS UNSPOKEN . EVERYBODY SLEEP AND IM WOKE . AT FIRST I WAS BLIND . CAUGHT UP ON MATERIAL THINGS , I WASNT SO KIND .BUT I THINK DIFFERENTLY NOW . IM USING THE OTHER SIDE OF MY MIND . LORD HELP ME . SOMETIMES I THINK IM LOSING MY MIND . I NEVER FELT SO INCOMPLETE , TEARS JUST FLOW FROM EYES WITHOUT A EXPLANATION WHY I WEEP . I CANT SLEEP . SEE . IM DREAMING ABOUT US BUT IN REALITY ITS JUST ME . TOSSING AND TURNING , I CANT BREATHE . I NEED A HEALING ETERNALLY SET MY SOUL FREE . IM IN PAIN I SAY . EVEN WHEN I SMILE IM FAKING TRYING TO MAKE MYSELF HAVE A GOOD DAY .WAIT ! . NOT YOU . I REFUSE TO LET ANOTHER LOVE LEAVE . IMA WORK ON MYSELF . I PROMISE IMA FIX ME . I KNOW IM ALL MESSED UP . JUST DONT GIVE UP ON ME