Perfect Lies

God is love

Dreams can be death  . i died and came back . i felt my breath leave . you wouldnt believe what i seen just for that second . Heaven was love . Heaven was peace . Then God showed me hell . I heard screams . It was pitch black i could hardly see  . But i felt a demon breathing on me .Two horns on each side of his nose . His body was covered with eyes . The stitch of hell is a smell beyond death . I cant describe . I seen a woman being tortured as she cried  . She was asking God why ? And i heard a DEEP powerful voice respond . " I Didn Want This For You " this place is for lucifer . i told you to choose ! . A big rumble shook the grounds . All i heard was a powerful sound . a really long moan . God was crying . I woke up terrified . then i started crying . because god loves us . God is love .

Mother Of Mine

when tears fall from your eyes . i cant even hold mines and I began to cry . No matter where i go in life nobody can take your place . Mother of mine . The rose describes the beauty i see . And the Thorns around it represents the way you protected me . When i was being mischevious and scrapped my knees . You yelled and said i told you to stop running . But then gave me a kiss on the cheek . Normally the love a person has for there mother . I passed the peek . Because without God & you mother i dont know were i would be . I'm Forever in Dept . You never left . I will always love you . Till my body has nomore breath . Even in heaven without memory After death . Mama If i die in my youth . I hope God place me as your Angel so I can watch over you .

Answer my call

If you see im slowly losing faith why are you making me wait ? Im broken you see . i have a open mind but i never do blasphemy . Jesus is thee answer . But he wont answer me . i need a healing for my soul , you know im real close .im in a dark maze with misty smoke . im losing myself and only heaven knows .im cold . why me ? It got so bad sometimes i shut my eyes and wish this was a dream .The emotion digs deep . it stings . im about to lose my edge , i mean . lose my head . Man turned away cause of what deceitful mouths said . I wont let the devil win . i refuse . lord i take refuge in you . Hide me in the shadow of your wings . satan trying to call me as he sing . God dont turn away you all i have . when i cry . lucifer laugh . Answer my call . if my soul too dirty , then cleanse me with a holy bath .

Too Real For The World (off the dome )

Wait to i reach the heaven land ima ask so many questions that i couldnt think about back then. My soul give life to my skull this body im using is nothing but a rental. My Skin is just skin dont get too comfortable with the world we live in cause its gon come a day all of sudden we stop breathin.. Im tryin to do right but its hard im not perfect dont call me a heathin , My Love Ones Keep dieing and im still grievin the world is hateful as people stone gay men sayin ( Their was No Adam and Steven ) i still love u god thru the mist of all this i stay strong but im feelin real weak i need Energy, My daddy side of the Family Keep givin me judas kiss on the cheek ima just get to the point where i forgive u but wont speak. How could u stabb my heart as it already leaks . The smell of Jealiousy reeks ..Its ok to hate me but make sure u have a reason i shine all year and u only have a season , im strugglin as the devil teasin i cant stop lovin girls , at least im bein honest but i see i...

A moment of peace

My eyes couldnt comprehen what i've seen , my brain was trying to receive the beauty that my pupils see. little did she know i was fanatisizing secretly. The lust was taking over me . heart beating heavy like the base in my trunk , it only took one word spoken from her and my soul sunk. knowing this woman is totally out of my reach but stubbornly i communicate thinking on one side of my brain hoping its a possibility.maybe im trying to pick a apple thats way on top of the tree. i rather have a challenge then something coming so easily... back to the story i was turning my head struggling to peek but i looked up at the sky cause my eyes was connecting to her body and i cant take the tease.it was worth it! like a kid sneaking candy ughhh oh so sweet . my soul been hurting lately but tonite it had a mid night treat. trials packing up on me completely devastating news, grandma went to rest in peace . im still in pain but my hurt froze for a moment because of her beauty. she was the f...

Perfect Lies

Perfect lies , Pretending to have a Perfect mind .

Perfect words matching mines .

Perfect actions . I thought you was happy because we were laughing .

But you were Acting .

Perfect scene . Your good !

I almost weeped . you had me believing you would never leave .

Perfect liar . Im tired . The time we had expired .

Deeply Inspired thinking I was admired .

I bet If I Xray your heart It'll show wires .

Liar . I hope your pants catch on fire .

But Its my fault . .

Because I knew Everything you said was false but It was perfect .

Broken Human

A broken soul . A broken spirit . My heart Cries can you hear it ?

Swolen eyes from crying as i fall asleep . Nobody hears me as i weep .

God do you feel me ??

Heal me !

Shield me .

When the darkness comes dont let the devil steal me..

Peace is all i need . My soul feeds from love .

Ive never been inlove so im weak .

Poetry is the emotions my soul feels .

The Words i can write but cant speak .