Lost and found

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life

My desires were always unclear Until one day I digged so deep inside myself to find the values that got shoved by the shallowness of society like trash at the bottom of a can. I couldn't believe my values remained the same,  I almost knew it expired like old milk in the back of the fridge I looked at my values like an old friend I haven't seen since high school now I stand before my values 5 years later & the epitome of my soul couldn't fathom up enough apologies for the way I had abandoned you. Fitting in became more important than standing out. Social media can distort your thoughts that all you can see so vividly is the determination to be perfect, to be wanted ,to be praised. All that matters to the human eye is the amount of illustrations that covered your once bare arms. All that matters to the human eye is the amount of body fat that's stored in the most desired areas on a female body. Nobody wants to know about the interior qualities of a woman. The values that was taught to us in that colorful preschool classroom as we all sat down on the rug in the middle of the floor, we first learned to be kind to one another & treat everyone as you would want to be treated. Nobody can say they never had encounters with values for they were early learned & thrown away as soon as the world set in. I set fourth on a journey of my own rules & views On how I should live my life. On that journey I was taught how cruel life could be & not everything measured up to the fairytales I saw in my head. Nothing was what it seemed , perception plays a major role in the becoming of an individual. How ever you perceive your fate determines the survival of your stay here on earth. I realized during my journey I lost the very thing that I needed , the very thing that separates me from everyone else , I lost my values....