Ticks and tocks

Patience

I just want to hold your hand sometimes when you’re yelling 

Tell you I’m sorry 

For being unbecoming 

Tell you we could forget about what we said and walk away

But I love you too much so I’ll run instead 

We need to grow before we plant seeds and root our way to our dreams 

Maybe when we start being adults and doing grown things our relationship will bloom into something they can’t unsee

We could be #goals 

Let them forget out #hurtbae 

And call us the new lovers new age and we can only be healthy if we love ourselves first

Even if we put each other first

Just know I loved you first

I could take a few weeks, a few weeks and maybe even a few years

Before we understand seeing eye to eye is more like listening ear to ear

Take in each other’s plans...

Ticks and tocks

When you realize you wasted time on someone who wouldn't even send a minute thinking about you.

It's true clocks tick forward but if I could I would move the hands back in time.

Pause and rewind.

Go back to when you played me and find my mistakes 

Even though I fell to deep and lost track of time

Sips of sweet wine and sour leaves 

Are you attracted to me 

I was in limbo 

I had no perception of where to go 

how much time I had left to track the path in which I should flow 

I still remember those ticks I would get when I hands touched when we traded pens 

And the tocks of your watch when I held your hands