broken silence

broken silence

I hate the fact that without you i feel broken silence between us only means that there are words unspoken but I know you prefer it that way you prefer the quiet then to ever hear how bad i need you to stay you prefer the akward looks then to ever here how much better you are than any man i ever read about in books you see lines were crossed when i was double douching between lines that were unclear to me the way you made me feel was scary but i sat here two months later looking at the ice in your eyes while feeling your warmth between my thighs just to show how much i miss you hoping that somwhere deep down you miss me too i guess what im trying to say is i will do whatever i have to do to fix us two...I love you

A war with me

A part of me hates you religously somehow i fell in love with you so deeply effortlessly breaking down tall walls approaching us the wrong way but still giving it my all like a part from a video game finding a key just to unlock the doors and instead of being less gaurds there was more gaurding a heart so weak yet a love so strong a women so right but a girl so wrong afraid to appreciate your efforts doesnt mean they went in vain allowing my gaurds to die wasnt to much to ask it was difficult a hard task please keep fighting for me and understand that while im fighting to get to you im the only one there to revive me

Dear Ex-Husband

Dear ex-husband,

I am gladyly moving on to the next man,

 or should i say my first man,

because to me you are just a boy trying to fill in for a husbands position,

I remember a girl called and you said i was your cousin,

I felt as if I gave you my all and I got nothin,

As if i was a nobody and the two of you had that special somethin,

Like you could touch each others head to read each others mind,

Almost like you came to my house just to waste time,

Dear ex-husband,

I love you,

I miss doing the things a normal would do,

I miss the man i fell in love with not the boy you changed into,

Since you say im the air you breathe that means i give you life,

I love you and I hope you to heed,

Sincerly you future wife.

true love