when I feel like getting off
I take the cap off and I write
a change is going to come
then I think about what that
might look like knowing that
the change I long to see ain't
for the eyes of everybody
sometimes the only one
showing up at to party
or maybe I'm the only one
who didn't RSVP appearing
where I was not expected
to be no one told me it was
a surprise or I would have
ran to find somewhere to
hide like everyone else
dressed up no where to go
so I go to the only place I
know a road less traveled
where I can park my car
gaze up at the stars let the
cool of the ocean soothe
my scars loosen my hair
and let tears fall on the
tip of my spit shine shoes
gazing into the majik glass
of honesty inevitably
unable to escape scenes
I seen before inviting me
to just release and let go