This Drink !

This Drink !

I’ve been drinking more,

 I can’t resist the taste of drowning out the pain

The wondering, hurting, unanswered questions...

This is driving me insane.

But this drink, …

This is just soooo damn good.

It’s drowning out the noise.

I feel like its reaching my soul.

This is deep.

The color of it just reaches my taste buds in no other way.

I get lost as I lift the glass to my lips.

The taste.

I stare at the bottom of the glass, as I’m sipping…

It’s almost gone..

Hell yeah that’s it, my temporary fix

I’ve been drinking more.

Everyday it’s something new.  Stronger

It’s easing my pain, my heartache.

I love how it treats me.

It caresses my inner evil thoughts,

It cleanses me of any pain from my past.

A c...

Memories of Pain

I remember the pain, the tears I cried over your lies

As you played with my emotions,

I was open for you....

It felt as if I had the best

this feeling....

As if we were meant..

But yet,....

To be or not to be,

To love or not to love

The smell of marijuana on

Your lips, as we kissed

The lies that were told to me to woo my hipps

Slow grinding to the words

Your melody you would spit

Me this fire of lies as if this was love

Taken by your physical attraction

Your scent, your hugs, our vibe

Trying to forget as if we never met,

But for some odd reason I just can’t.

 We don’t speak, No contact, I like it l...

all pain is .....

All pain is not the same, ,

YOUR is the  one to blame

Using me for more then just sex

My heart regrets the day ***in we met

Things will never change ,it will always be the same

 I did my , yes I made mistakes

YOU on the other hand boo,

Never stopped playing ya bullgames

Going back &forth, back & forth

The last hit , major line you crossed

…...wholetime

You ***in wit the mind of a true boss

Nice thick hipps, pink luscious lips,

Dressed in all designer ,

But I see your games, trifling ass

not feeling any shame

heart palpitating feeling

BETRAYED , out of everyone…..

You ***ed that trick, ..LAME

Im gone, .. im done , I rather stay sane

I can’t deal wit this anymore

Like I said before…

I’ll say i...