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Not Good Enough

Im more of a man

Cries and screams in the middle of the night . Hearing my neighbor abrusing his wife. why ? when she does you right. i know its none of my busneiss . it makes me sick . dudes like you dont deserve a . We should switch . I be the man and you be the b!tch . But see ... you a pu$$y . its a shame . Im more of a man

WHAT LOVE DID TO ME

I was so captured by your beauty i didnt recongnize how u was treatin me. Blinded by what was and how you use to be. You were pretending , That Girl was never who i pictured myself with. U wasnt bein yourself, You was acting so that person i liked dont exsist , I fell in love with a Myth. And i was Deeply in shock when i found out this was fake. I could deal with Alot of things in life, But this my heart and mind couldnt take. Pain built up anger inside of me. I didnt know how to define me. I was gone hiding nobody couldnt find me. My Eyes stayed red, Cried so much they bled i had ran out of tears to shed. I hated the fact that she let me give her my all! And i had nothing left plain Empty inside. I swear when she hurt me Clarissa Died and Pretty Azz Was born a playa created because i was Extremely Torn. U formed a machine in me now I cant give my all. Im blocked forever unless true love come and Break down this Brick Wall.

EXCUSE ME , LET ME TESTIFY

ITS MY TURN TO TESTIFY IM SO SICK OF LIES NO MORE TEARS ARE COMIN FROM THESE EYES I DESPISE IGNORANT B!TCHES..AND BACK STABBERS WHO GIVE THEIR FRIENDS A JUDAS KISS. IM MISSIN OUT ON LIFE BY TRYING TO PLEASE EVERYBODY BUT IMA DO WHAT MAKE ME SMILE AND WHAT FEELS RIGHT.

Wisdom of Oz

Im young but im wise my eyes see whats not visible i may not have what them otha n!ggas got but i still got lots of pull. What i do is Unthinkable you couldnt pull it off .. they always claiming to be real but thats just talk people Running they mouth . You talkin but im walkin nothin flaw about me i lead n!ggas to this yellow brick road . truth and honesty.

Blocked love

Your scared and im scared but i hoping my heart wont get stabbed. im prepared to deal with the affects of u leavin me cold . im trying not to think negative though, i have to think that way . My heart is black . cut up and bruised im afraid that i been through so much when its time for me to love my heart cant be used. other girls ignored my pain some laughed i guess they were amused . im the victim and im still the one that get accused. i learned my lesson , my maturity grew i changed my ways and paid my due's. dont judge me . i use to be a player but i changed those shoes and maybe you can see what im going through. your heart has a lock . that wall is hard as concret your love is blocked.

THE BLUES

STUCK IN A NEVER ENDING CRISIS TELL ME IS THIS THE WAY LIFE IS ? ITS ALL ABOUT CHANCE THE LUCK OF THE DICES . MY LOVE IS FREE BUT EVERYONE ESLE HAS PRICES . IM A VICTIM OF UNHEARD CRIES . ALWAYS BEEN IN 2ND PLACE NEVER GOT THE FIRST PRIZE . MY SOUL IS A COMBO, I GOT THE BURGER BUT IM MISSING THE FRIES . IM CUT IN HALF , AND SHE THE OTHER SIDE . I DONT EVEN FEEL ALIVE . ZOMBIE WALKING THE PAIN MAKES ME WANNA STAY HIGH . IM SICK OF EARTH . I WONDER WHATS BEYOND THE SKIES . IF YOU ASKED ME ABOUT HAPPINESS I WOULDNT KNOW HOW TO DESCRIBE . IMA JUST QUIT TALKING AND BECOME A MIME , I RATHER SHOW HOW I FEEL BECAUSE WORDS IS A WASTE OF TIME. THEY SAY IM FINE BUT TELL ME WHY I CANT FIND ONE PERSON THAT I CAN CONFIDE INTO MAYBE ITS YOU . NAW ITS SEEMS PEOPLE LOVE LIES AND NOT ATTRACTED TO TRUTH . SO TELL ME WHATS THE USE ????? MAN I GOT THE BLUES

Internal

whats my purpose ? I'm feeling worthless . During service I'm nervous . They injured my pride in churches . Nothings working . I'm hurtin . cant find one person . Patience is a virtue . true . But I'm not searchin . Come and laugh at the freak . Enjoy the circus . I'm spiritually weak . Its hard believing when you cant see . But i have more faith than a mustard seed . I'll bleed for you , Since you bled for me . And I'm bleeding right now Internally . The world controlled by a cricket fraternity . The pain of life burning me . Its turning me into a beast . One day feels like forever . More like Enternity .

IN DEPTH

Feeling like my life is a Set up . When i wake up . I dont even wanna get up . I awake to the same Game . Even though life is not a game . I'm losing everyday . Should i waste my tears on something i cant control ? Or should i just weep and release the pain in my soul . Wanting to have a love to save me from this cold . I've been broken before but i never been this low . It's scarey . Like everyday is on repeat . You can do things to change the outcome , But it seems my definition of peace is not destined for me . living with doubted hope . I'm not a man . So they treat my love as a joke . My heart is capable of the same things . The only thing missing is the meat in between . i have none . But i can make you cum like i had one . Naw . I can make you cum like you dont need one . Make you throb . Make you hot , Hotter than the sun . Sex aside . lets talk about my mind , My mentality is not of this world . You'll never find , Another mind like mines .

Wanting what i Cant have

The only one i wanted is off limits she caught my eye by the realness of not creepin on her guy. I feel sick just the thought of this dime being taken because i know for sure her love is being forsaken. The human mind cant use both sides of the brain but the part i wasnt using has just been awakened to the fact that i been thinking heavy . When i see her all i picture is a Big Stamp Titled NEVER. but i refuse to believe that this woman will never be with me. Our chemistry is stronger than its meant to be. Thoughts And visions in my mind are packed, Everytime i pass her she gives me a direct eye contact. Tell me whats that? If your satisfied fully there is no reason to turn your head when you see me. She feeling me secretly but all i can do is wait to go to sleep and i see her in my dreams.

Reality

Whatever happened to warnings . Whatever happened to the sun shinning on my face in the morning . Now i wake up and outside its storming . Nobody told me about life . about strife . this thing called " pain " in my heart that stabs like a knife . I wasnt ready . I was dissed for thinking too ahead from this girl named Lisette . thats petty . Her words cut up all my insides like a machete . Ever since that day I been in a Nightmare on Elm Street . Being tortured in my dreams getting chased by freddy . The light dont want me . I tried to touch It and It wont let me . I hate this truth . It's deadly . I cant face to stomach reality


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