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How can I maintain with madness on my brain🤔. The internal rhetorical question that everyone has monthly, weekly and sometimes daily! The battle to fight the problematic urge of release.. some say you should fight it until you meet a worthy mate. Others say you should continue to wait until that worthy mate completes the final level and wins your heart with a ring.. But while I sit in this fragile state, sweating and twitching to maintain this status.... I have vizions. Some that seem to be real at time. I’m catapulted into a land of ecstasy where everything that I’m not suppose to partake in is at my fingertips. People rapidly pleasuring one another.. some one on one and others three on one. I’m grabbed from behind and yanked to the ground by this full chest, wide hipped, thick lipped, blind folded female. She drops to her knees and opens her mouth as wide as she can.. No words spoken, just an inviting mouth, tongue fully extended. The moans from all the other activity going on around me has me bricked. Without hesitation I place the head of my meat on her tongue. She slowly........ Instantly I’m sucked out of this fun park as the abstinent hemisphere of my brain reminds me of my obligation. I’m suppose to be reframing from this behavior but the lack of physical interaction from the opposite sex is overwhelming my psyche. I’m suppose to be able to suppress these feelings and emotions but my subconscious is getting the best of me.
I doze off again..immediately I’m back in the zone, picking up where I left off. Saliva dripping from my balls she’s almost consumed it all. Tongue twirling and jaws gripping my toes begin to curl.. the head of my manhood knocking against the roof of her throat. She begins to bob, twist and occasionally gag.. Before I explode she catches her breath and says “taste me”!! Voice as soft as a feather and serious as a judge I comply. Licking herand slowly drifting to her sweet spot.. she moans as if she’s being massaged but then again she is. My tongue has no inhibitions and is exploring all she has to offer. My face is so deep in her flower! There’s honey on my nose, cheeks and has glazed my lips. She quivers, leaking juices all over my chest but I continue.. finally her body trembles and releases for the third time and I..... I’m awake again. Shaking my head from the wild dream and all thoughts associated with it. Staying away from what god intended me to have is hard but what choice do I have? I sip some cold water and try and get back to sleep.. drifting away...💤💤💤 Eyes closed but ears at attention, what’s that sound? *** the sound, what’s so hot, sticky and wet? I open my eyes and here we go again. I’m deep in your womb, white creamy coated sliding in and out is what I’m experiencing.. cheeks clapping as you wind and grind on me without regard. We milk each other, mixing our once contained stress; increasing and bond and deeply exhaling together. This has been a sleepless night.. abstinence is cool but the lack of cookie can have you going mad..
