whose disciple truly am I
I guess I won't know until I die
I do know there's no answer to (why)
things just happen under the sky
touch who I love, vengeance is mine
some people think they know everything
I sometimes think I know more than them
I'm just walking the earth like everyone else
doing what I can to help myself
when I lose my cool people say
that's not you sometimes I can be cruel
still I can't forgive some things
those who hurt me should feel pain too
if I am anything I know I'm real
I will never pretend I don't feel
walking the earth like everyone else
constantly trying to find something new
to restore my faith in you it's not easy
to do still I try to by looking back a glance
seeing invisible hands rescuing me
from harm danger & things alarming
feeling like I'm in the arms of the one
I was told to always believe in
seeing what is done to my kind
I wonder is heaven on our side
grandma died hearing things
I wonder now is she seeing things
It's easy to lose faith when evil reigns
Satan is calling plays benching quarterbacks
rain comes down and people drown
Holly Wood is a wax museum
Mickey Mouse is a pedophile
now I know why Porky ran around without pants
there's too much going on in this world
only children can understand things that
grownup are trying to overstand
cloned meat on chicken bones
this world just might commit suicide
once people find there's nowhere to hide
if facebook crash and burn the world
as we know it is bound to shutdown and no longer turn
a number sign is now a hashtag and a pound
I tend to go to my mother when there's
nowhere else turn all she does is
look into my eyes telling me have faith
when I can still see the last time she cried still on her face
all she can give me is what she got and that's not a lot
still what am I if I don't know who I am and still who
who am I if you don't know me even that's sounds confusing
walking the earth like everyone else
around me wondering if I perhaps
wind up lost who would be around to find me
once I had more faith in things
still I try not to ask you (why)
coz I know there's no answer for that