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Sometimes I really feel like killing myself,
like everything in my life is leading me to fail,
I can’t handle that,
I’m successful in everything else but school,
What the ***,
I’m beyond piss,
Although it’s nobody fought but mine,
My mother did played a big part in this,
Doing drug during your pregnancy,
Is really *** up,
How can you say you love me,
Not considering,
what you was doing will have any affect on me,
Was crack really that important,
Was it that good,
Do you realize this is your fought,
My life is like a chessboard,
You’re decision is making all the moves,
ITS AFFECTING MY LIFE!,
That’s alright,
I gotta take the blame,
It’s my life,
You basically cause it,
Look I’m not giving up ok,
If school doesn’t work out,
I’ll take a temporary step back,
I’ll come back strong,
I have a need,
A desire to achieve,
The will to be successful,
I can’t let anything stop me,
I can still achieve that,
I can still do it,
I will always believe in myself,
That’s why I’ll keep pushing,
School may or may not be apart of my destiny,
momentarily I just need to breath,
I’m stressing myself,
For what,
This game isn’t over,
I haven’t lost yet,
I can’t give up now,
I’m on a time limit,
I need to work with the clock,
Instead of trying to beat it,
I have to become friends with the clock,
I need to know what works best for me,
I’m working on finding my own path.
