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Life always been a struggle,
But I︒m still here,
Iï¸ been driven by determination,
Failing isn’t an option,
So Iï¸ never gave up,
In anything,
Deep down I always felt like a failure,
So I went to college,
The one thing I use to love so much,
I’m starting to hate it now,
I feel like dropping out,
I’m busting my ass,
And I still failing at school,
How is that possible,
All I do is study,
And I still can’t pass a damn test,
Maybe school isn’t for me,
Maybe I should just give up,
The one thing I’m so afraid of doing,
Maybe I should do something else,
My hopes and dreams,
All down the drain,
I hope this new job comes through,
It’s a nanny job,
A good paying job,
If school doesn’t work out,
How will I handle myself,
Circling in depression,
Draining in anger,
Flying in disappointment,
I feel so alone,
What will I do with myself,
I did what my mother couldn’t,
I realize that doesn’t matter,
I was hoping to get my masters one day,
Maybe that won’t happen,
I’m starting to except that now,
