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Julius170
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What you want to know I like you, I feel like we would vibe together, Maybe that’s just me, What Can I say, I’m a mix kid, Who made it out the hood, I’m just trying to do something with my life, So I decided to go to college, I wanna become a detective in homicide, I also wanna be a math teacher, So idk, Back to being a mix kid, I’m Puerto Rican and Africa America, I’m 5’8, Living everyday with a smile on my face, I hope that’s good enough, I’m a deep soul, You will soon realize, I can keep going but I’ll give you a break.

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Proving it to myself

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I feel like I’m growing,

Through the pain, 

I’m still learning,

I feel like there going to be a great big change in my life,

I don’t know when it’s coming,

I don’t how I’m feelings,

I don’t know if I’ll ever be ready, 

No I’m not ready,

Patiently waiting,

Yet I don’t know what it coming,

I feel empty, 

But I think I’m in,

In,

I can’t bring myself to say it,

I’m afraid altogether,

But I know I’m not ready,

Though I’m not upset,

Very much confused,

I keep wondering why i have to be the one,

To go through so much pain,

All the screaming I did deep down inside,

I have to be brave,

I have to be strong,

I was forced to turn my frown upside down,

Like I️ never did before,

I felt like I have to prove it to someone, 

I wanted to run away,

So bad,

So I packed my stuff,

I’m ready to go,

I work so hard,

I️ still don’t have anywhere to go,

Still I️ didn’t want to give up,

I push myself harder,

And harder each day,

I drag myself,

Cuts and bruises,

I’m holding on to myself,

I have to keep pushing,

reaching for the top,

My job isn’t done,

So I left at 5 o clock,

I grab my jacket,

And I shot the clock,

Time is running out,

So I beat the clock,

I still have to prove that I can,

Prove it to myself,

I’m pushing myself even more,

The struggles of life,

I’m still in love with mine,

Through the pain and hurt I was still happy about mine,

I guess my pain wasn’t real pain,

It’s a illusion,

An excuse to admitting,

Life is beating our ass, 

In particularly mine,

But I’m better then I ever been,

I know everything is going to be alright,

Through the distance,

Your absence kills me,

the feeling I️ have keeps me alive,

It’s weird,

One day I did cry in the rain,

I️ was camping,

To one late night I was so drain,

Tired of being hurt,

My inner desire is to rip my heart out,

Wishing for the pain to go away,

I’m going back to church,

Got on my knees and prayed,

I told him, 

It hurt, 

I’m In class and it hurt,

Then realize it’s me,

I’m trying to prove it to myself,

It’s me,

I work so hard only to prove it to myself,

I can make it,

I can be successful,

Turns out I am my own competition,

No matter what come after me, 

I’m always ready to fight,

Lights out,

I’m going 12 rounds,

I’m not giving up, 

When all things goes to ,

I’m still not giving up,

I’ll always keep pushing,

Even when I’m backed into a corner,

I’ll still,

keep pushing. 

 

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mlowe5 says:

Keeping on pushing Brother! You can't stop now. Freedom and Justice are fought for and won--not given. Know that The Most High has not taken you this far to leave you. Where you are, He is! While you are pushing, He is ahead pulling you on. Peace and Love, mlowe5

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