THEN and NOW (haiku)

THE OTHER SIDE

We are on the other side

We were fighting disagreeing with no signs of stop

We are  on the other side 

What we were looking at  what was sour to the sight going bad the the signs of rot

Now we are looking at the sweet views of love going through trials. Willing to fight for is what true love is made of.

Willing to do the work that  triumphs the work of push through

The other side will show the unbrakable love you have for me and the unbrakable love I have for you.

The other side I'm so glad we are here this here will we looked for and  have found

The other side loving curves of hearts round

Forever I Will Love You this side and the other.

DEAR MAMA

Dear Mama,

I was 15 the last time I seen you

Numbers flipped, now I'm 51

A street drug called desire, maybe shame of. Some other drag pull cigar caused fire

Made you leave,  too hot to handle

Family reluctantly stepped in, taking on your fumble

It's hard for me to believe they desired to help with  your stumble

The treatment received seemingly faulting a child, truly in the lane of sad

I  guess a conversation needs to be had

Yet don't worry, i mean after to all theses years i ain't mad 

Just wondering

Dear Mama......What's Up how have you been, it's me your baby girl you are my first friend....and I miss ya

Dear Mama, 

I ain't mad at cha, Dear Mama, I ain't mad at cha

JUST GET QUIET

You will be amazed at how this small gesture is so powerful

You don't feed it what it needs to be shown.

Not everything needs a response

I'm learning this day-to-day, and day-to- day I've grown

No matter who and or what it is, just sitting back letting one side say and or do.

It doesn't mean you feed it trust me you don't have to

Watch it die of starvationand you grow in peace....lives elevation

Brain swells with knowledge like its supposed to

you are now smarter knowning more than even you thought you knew

So, don't sleep on this action, it reaps satisfaction 

Just sit back and look at the quiet build reaction

TURN OFF ALL THE NOISE

CLOSE YOUR EYES

RELAX

OPEN INNER TO HEAR 

PEACE DRAW ME NEAR

NO OUTSIDE VOCAL FUNCTIONS

OR DEAFENING COMMOTIONS 

JUST SOFT INNER QUIET THAT WILL CANCEL THE LIFE RIOT

WORRY-CANCELED

FEAR-CANCELED

STRESS- BYE BYE

SIT INDIAN STYLE.....RELAX ALL MUSLES 

BREATHE IN UPWARDS TOWARDS THE SKY

BACK STRAIGHT SMILE ON FACE

YOUR POSITION NOW OF POISE

OH HOW GREAT YOU CAN CREATE WHEN YOU TURN OFF  ALL THE NOISE

I'M LISTENING

Your mouth said "Yes"

but your actions read "No"

Actions speak louder than words, so take a guess at what I really heard

Channel my inner strength, yes I will get the job done

You off on the sidelines......still talkin

SHHHH....I no longer hear you

No longer am I listening, do I possess a third ear?

What's that I hear.....you less and less your breathe disappear

I lean in hand to ear "What did you say?"

Well ok, speak as you please, my inner strength I channel. Job done with ease.

No disrespect but, stay in your lane, For I can not force you to grow to this marvelous gain.

I only want it from your heart's generosity I'll wait patiently for your heart to see.

If you need to be needed,  I need you

but I need for you to function, not as 1 but for us 2 that mirrors one.

YOU ARE FREE

Put a smile on your heart

Open up the windows, soothing external engulfs the inside of you

Relax in the newness  of your pages turning, as new chapters are read

These chapter's hold the brightness that mirrors God's light in your life

They are HOPES stories

a huge sigh of relief escapes your lips, your vision no longer blurred

The artist of your smile scrambles for more paint to accomedate it's widness

 YOU ARE FREE

Free from the dullness other's tried to tie and bind you with 

you are handed scissors of strenth and power

An effective defeat 

You are the victor

Beautiful you, be BE.YOU.TIFUL

That simply is effortlessly needed to be

BEAUTIFUL YOU turns to a BE.YOU.TIFUL  ME

(sigh) YOU ARE FREE

FOR I AM

For I am 

Beautiful, caramel chocolate mix, of self-love and strength

reflections of life lessons learned and still learning

 I respect the guider of my every step as I follow the path of His bright star

Mother of future Queens

teacher and encourager of rights path

looking at adversity as a challenge to improve

perfection sought 

palm tree in tough winds, that bend but don't break

a wife of a warrior together today 

we are stronger than yesterday

For I am

whatever God wants, guide me Lord

AMEN

AGREE OR DISAGREE (IT DON'T MATTER) short poem

I am right, your wrong

Don't matter

Your right I'm wrong

Still don't matter

I'ma hold this grudge, that'll show you

But you still going on

unbothered

You mad everytime my name is mentioned

I really don't care

But  you were wrong, I was right 

NO, NO, NO, 

I was wrong and you were right

NO, NO see what I'm saying is.........

Ummmm what were we fighting about????

(Sigh)... It doesn't matter

I'm sorry

yea me too

LET'S HAVE LUNCH

FRIEND TO FO (haiku)

A tight bond we had 

Inseparable we were

Argue...now it's done?

THEN and NOW (haiku)

Smiled in my face .....then

You are the cause of the storm

Now you can't face me