Daydreaming

Daydreaming

On my own leisure,

At times, I tend to have my head in the clouds 

With no intention of coming down

My sweet soul dreams of nothing but the

sempiternal of serenity.

I’m a demure sleep walker, oblivious while tip

toeing

I create vivid images, from my thoughts that 

are endless and diligent 

Been this way since I was 7, I used to daydream 

and wonder was the clouds I slept on in heaven?

Was the sky the reflection of the ocean and was

I swimming in mid- air taking me elsewhere?

Self-deception or just my own perception 

My personal projector of my dreams with the 

reflection of my emotions and expressions 

Showing me dimensions of my old depressions 

and simple learned lessons 

I’m love healing, I’m still breathing 

Daydreaming

Dark Knight

He walks the streets looking for a lover 

But deep inside he's just undercover 

He's handsome but His smile is deceiving 

He searches for what he no longer believes in 

Love 

He said Forget it along time ago 

Fire burning in his heart he stays high to level out his lows 

His going outs is spending money at the liquor store, drinks & drinks til he can't drink no more 

Punching walls , crying on the floor. Reminiscing on the thoughts before when his homies told him not to mess with that whore 

He wants to scream but his throats too sore . 

He just don't wanna live no more. 

His pain is just too sadistic , never in his life he thought he'd be a statistic 

Another black man living with aids 

just...

Somebody

(This poem isnt particularly about me, just writing a story)

She explained …

You don’t have to touch me to feel me, you feel me?

You didn’t take the time to understand and get the real me

I want you to touch my mind not just my body, stimulate my brain and make me feel like somebody

I mean isn’t that the reason why you like me?

Oh, my bad, nah you just wanted to get inside me. You just wanted to strip me from my innocence of a goddess.

It was late august, when I thought you were flawless, but you weren’t completely honest, and I ignored your oddness, sorry empty promises.

And without thinking twice I still let you in my temple regardless. For months, I regretted it, every text message you ignored it and every sorry I could no longer accept it.

Trying to reach you, just to inform you that I was 3 months pregnant. Still no contact, I kept it.

All I wanted was to fe...

My Dream

I want to live it 

But society tells me that my dreams are unrealistic 

Well that's no fair, in their juristic 

I'm just another statistic 

But isn't this the American dream? 

To be who you want, I mean that's what is seems. 

They got us in a corrupted cage, outraged because they make it so hard for you to be yourself without feeling like you’re not yourself. 

They got us diagnosed like we need self help

The only cure We need is love itself 

By birth were already government owned 

Slap a social security number on our head & tell us to go home

The government hates us and rapes us 

To all stay the same. 

and if you step out of line then your labeled ashamed weird or misplaced. 

 I learn not to care and I step out of line....