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Shanelle Gaddis

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Take My Time

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The devil is out to get me,

Trying to fool me, trying to win me,

But not on this time of life,

God has a better plan for me,

Plan and be prepared to keep moving forward,

I need to just take my time and focus on the next step in my life,

The devil is always trying to take over my body and mind,

Forcing to come over to his side,

Sometimes I ask myself why me and then I ask why not me though?

God loved me enough to put so much weight on me, but then I am like why would He do that,

But then I started thinking, he loved me so much that He put so much on me because he knew that I was strong enough to handle it,

God is awesome and there is no other like Him,

God is powerful and I learned that He works in mysterious ways,

He sends certain people into your life to open up doors for you and to be a guide for the chapter of your life,

Then I realized that I need to stop being afraid of my future and learn to “take my time,” and live for now, while still planning ahead, but not getting so worried about the future, that I forget what is going on in the present world.

 

Inspired by a friend, that taught me a lot about myself. I believe that God places certain people in your life to help you realize things. With that being said this world is very corrupt with so many bad things, with all types of sin, homosexuality being one of them. I do believe that certain things happen to people like rape or molestation to set off that alarm to even desire the same sex, not making excuses but simply saying that something had to trigger that for them to be that way because it can be very terrifying and it is. But that also does not mean you can abuse them. Even if someone hurt you the same way and being a homosexual did not become you but someone else, just know that certain things affect people differently. I also do not believe that a person is born gay, I believe that it is a choice and with that being said, we can stop at any point, just need encouragement, guidance to live better and healthier. Being gay is corrupt and very wrong and if we want to make it into Heaven, we have let go of certain things so that you can start the healing process even such things as fornicating, engaging in adultery, and having kids out of wedlock etc, all wrong. We have to realize that God destroyed a city for such acts, and I do not know about you all but that is scary for me. I can say that a very close individual in my family took my innocence in a sexual manner as a child, they were supposed to protect me but they did not.  Am I disappointed in this person? Yes, did I forgive? Yes, Did I heal from it? No, I cry every day and it hurts, but I had to start the healing process in order to move on because there is a man out there that will not only hurt me but help me love again. Who helps me get through a time like this? Nobody but God, reading and eating some good spiritual food. We have to fight the demons together if we want to go to Heaven though, and that is the goal, like my title said, “There is Always a Way Out,” that statement is true but if you really want out, you will find a way, trust me.

 

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